Daniel's new crib
Yesterday was Halloween and quite the most boring Halloween ever I might add. Having no car really puts a damper on any plans of doing anything semi-illegal.
Daniel and I chilled for a few hours but there was still nothing to do being that we didn't have any drugs or other people. We should have made specific plans days ago, but oh well. Tonight being the last night of October didn't particularly have any significance to me. I'm sure I'd feel differently if it were on a Friday or Saturday but having a regular Monday prior to tonight didn't put me in any moon to throw a party or anything.
Talked to James and Susannah tonight about random shit; nothing too crucial to effect my life so I'm not going to try and remember everything just to document it here. My sicknesses were kicking my ass last night so all I can remember was that I was tired the whole time. And Mandy's cow suit, I remember talking about that for a few minutes after trying it on.
Brian Warner (Marilyn Manson) was on Adam Corolla's show so I laid on the couch watching that until falling asleep with a few chuckles.
Woke up bright and early this morning, 8:00a.m., with a pain in my right ear that was killing me. I took some Dayquill to soothe the pain but it only kept me from coughing and helped my sore throat insignificantly. Did absolutely jack shit for my ear though.
I meant to do some homework during the morning but I ended up pacing around the house listening to music for hours. On my way to the kitchen I got this scary vision that was like a revelation to me. This is where I see myself in five years if I don't do something differently. Watching television reruns on mute subtitles with music playing, walking away from the computer because no one is online and going to the kitchen for some microwaved chicken because I can't cook worth shit. And of course, I'll be alone in the house/apartment; either living alone or with a roommate with a near opposite shift... I see this being me in the future and its shocking. Christ, I need a girlfriend, or a new hobby besides writing in this fucking journal, anything really.
Jamie came by to give me a ride to class but we were both running late so I decided to just skip today and pretend this wasnt the only class that I could potentially fail if I don't shape up. Instead we went to the mall for lunch and then to Best Buy just to look around. Out of impulse he offered to buy me a CD as a late birthday gift; I picked out Tool's Aenema and I bought for myself Mudvayne's End of All Things To Come since I lost my last copy of that album.
Jon was at the house when I returned so I knew then that I would have to find some other way to entertain myself without the computer so I gave Daniel a quick call. He was in the midst of moving all of his shit into his and Trevor's new apartment so I offered to help if he could get me out of here. The apartment is a two bedroom with a den that could easily serve as another bedroom so there may be a possibility that I could crash there for a month or so at a time. I haven't brought this up yet so I'm not sure how they'd feel about it. I'm sure it wouldn't be a problem though. We used to hang out all the time anyway.
There may be a social going on at my place this weekend since my mom and Layne are coming home Sunday. Or we could have one at his house, a house-warming party; I'm gonna need to have somewhere to get intoxicated this weekend. Also if I have a car, I think I might check out Aladdin's as well. Haven't been there in a couple weeks.
I chose to write an entry tonight for two reasons: First off, I'm a little bored and I always want to do something creative before studying. And secondly, I really don't like having a little hopeless romantic/emo-bitch rant as my "current entry". It makes me feel feeble.
She hasn't picked up her phone or emailed me back so I don't know whats going on. I have a feeling that I fucked up big time here and the best thing for right now is to give her space. And the perfect way to take my mind off a girl is to listen to some good music so I think I'll work on a wicked play list and let that become my anesthesia for tonight.
Daniel and I chilled for a few hours but there was still nothing to do being that we didn't have any drugs or other people. We should have made specific plans days ago, but oh well. Tonight being the last night of October didn't particularly have any significance to me. I'm sure I'd feel differently if it were on a Friday or Saturday but having a regular Monday prior to tonight didn't put me in any moon to throw a party or anything.
Talked to James and Susannah tonight about random shit; nothing too crucial to effect my life so I'm not going to try and remember everything just to document it here. My sicknesses were kicking my ass last night so all I can remember was that I was tired the whole time. And Mandy's cow suit, I remember talking about that for a few minutes after trying it on.
Brian Warner (Marilyn Manson) was on Adam Corolla's show so I laid on the couch watching that until falling asleep with a few chuckles.
Woke up bright and early this morning, 8:00a.m., with a pain in my right ear that was killing me. I took some Dayquill to soothe the pain but it only kept me from coughing and helped my sore throat insignificantly. Did absolutely jack shit for my ear though.
I meant to do some homework during the morning but I ended up pacing around the house listening to music for hours. On my way to the kitchen I got this scary vision that was like a revelation to me. This is where I see myself in five years if I don't do something differently. Watching television reruns on mute subtitles with music playing, walking away from the computer because no one is online and going to the kitchen for some microwaved chicken because I can't cook worth shit. And of course, I'll be alone in the house/apartment; either living alone or with a roommate with a near opposite shift... I see this being me in the future and its shocking. Christ, I need a girlfriend, or a new hobby besides writing in this fucking journal, anything really.
Jamie came by to give me a ride to class but we were both running late so I decided to just skip today and pretend this wasnt the only class that I could potentially fail if I don't shape up. Instead we went to the mall for lunch and then to Best Buy just to look around. Out of impulse he offered to buy me a CD as a late birthday gift; I picked out Tool's Aenema and I bought for myself Mudvayne's End of All Things To Come since I lost my last copy of that album.
Jon was at the house when I returned so I knew then that I would have to find some other way to entertain myself without the computer so I gave Daniel a quick call. He was in the midst of moving all of his shit into his and Trevor's new apartment so I offered to help if he could get me out of here. The apartment is a two bedroom with a den that could easily serve as another bedroom so there may be a possibility that I could crash there for a month or so at a time. I haven't brought this up yet so I'm not sure how they'd feel about it. I'm sure it wouldn't be a problem though. We used to hang out all the time anyway.
There may be a social going on at my place this weekend since my mom and Layne are coming home Sunday. Or we could have one at his house, a house-warming party; I'm gonna need to have somewhere to get intoxicated this weekend. Also if I have a car, I think I might check out Aladdin's as well. Haven't been there in a couple weeks.
I chose to write an entry tonight for two reasons: First off, I'm a little bored and I always want to do something creative before studying. And secondly, I really don't like having a little hopeless romantic/emo-bitch rant as my "current entry". It makes me feel feeble.
She hasn't picked up her phone or emailed me back so I don't know whats going on. I have a feeling that I fucked up big time here and the best thing for right now is to give her space. And the perfect way to take my mind off a girl is to listen to some good music so I think I'll work on a wicked play list and let that become my anesthesia for tonight.