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so i slipped ever so slightly and had a little bit of cookie dough icecream...very little there was like the melted remains at the bottom of a thing and i had a little bit and spit it out a little too. prolly about 100 cals at the most
ahhhhh tommorow tho! me and mel r going to the movies at noon ish and hanging out tilll she has to go to work at like five. i dont know what to dooooo. see, she's my eating buddy, the one who would always be fatter than me that i could indulge with at all times. so i dont knwo what to do. with her im use to buying..well actually STEALING...insane amounts of food then going to the movies and not even thinking about it and having it be like this thing that wouldnt affect me and didnt matter. ahhhhhh i dont know. im thinking way ahead of myself. i guess we'll jus see waht happens tommorow. eithor way some things are for sure. one: i am going to hopefully get druuunk and two: i will hopefully run and walk after she picks me up around the hood...oh god what if i run into adam tho i never called the fool back ahhhh and thats how we met: me taking a walk and him strolling by ahahaaa. jesus ok so tommorow im gonna get up hella early and were gonna chill and i'll go running no matter what and i'll try to still stick to the plan of recording stuff. ok! ok.
on another note mom is being such a bitch. freaaaking out at me for gay things. its not my fault the hosue isnt selling or that we even have to move at all. we shouldnt even BE in this mess. its really gay and stressful.
u know what im still gonna try and stick to the plan tommorow it jus worries me to record what godly things i may end up eating...sweet jesus better bring a pen with me or SOMETHing ahhh ok im off
ahhhhh tommorow tho! me and mel r going to the movies at noon ish and hanging out tilll she has to go to work at like five. i dont know what to dooooo. see, she's my eating buddy, the one who would always be fatter than me that i could indulge with at all times. so i dont knwo what to do. with her im use to buying..well actually STEALING...insane amounts of food then going to the movies and not even thinking about it and having it be like this thing that wouldnt affect me and didnt matter. ahhhhhh i dont know. im thinking way ahead of myself. i guess we'll jus see waht happens tommorow. eithor way some things are for sure. one: i am going to hopefully get druuunk and two: i will hopefully run and walk after she picks me up around the hood...oh god what if i run into adam tho i never called the fool back ahhhh and thats how we met: me taking a walk and him strolling by ahahaaa. jesus ok so tommorow im gonna get up hella early and were gonna chill and i'll go running no matter what and i'll try to still stick to the plan of recording stuff. ok! ok.
on another note mom is being such a bitch. freaaaking out at me for gay things. its not my fault the hosue isnt selling or that we even have to move at all. we shouldnt even BE in this mess. its really gay and stressful.
u know what im still gonna try and stick to the plan tommorow it jus worries me to record what godly things i may end up eating...sweet jesus better bring a pen with me or SOMETHing ahhh ok im off