For those that know not...
Well, considering I am still finding those that have not learned, I will say here what I have said elsewhere, same story and by the goddess I'm stickin to it.
Daniel and I are no longer together. We just weren't right together.
Am I upset? Not really. I have had more fun in the last month or so, and still been responsible than I have in years (I'm not just saying with him, I'm saying all together).
I'll admit, it stings here and there, like if I see a wedding aisle, or something like that.
A friend of mine had a wonderful point, I think the whole time we loved eachother, but it's been a long long time since we were IN love. More than anything, we were each in love with the idea of being in love. The idea of planning a wedding and everything.
I have begun to work on my own life, finally. I am back to working two jobs, still going to school full time and everything. I am doing just fine with it.
I will admit I have nights where I have a hard time sleeping, without another body by my side. But I'm getting better.
Yeah, horrible shit that he's supposively said has come back to me, but I choose to ignore it.
As far as my birthday?! It was tons of fun. My close friend Tony and I went out to Pagan Pride, than I went out with Ashley, Timmy, Matt, Taco, Shannon, and Noelle (I think I covered everyone) to play pool, and we had a blast.
I'm very excited. I will be dedicating to the Stones again by the end of the month.
Despite the things that suck (ie: sleeping on air mattress, not having my own space) Life is grand, and never again will I let shit get me down as easily as before.
I'm young, I'm gorgeous, I'm great...
oh and for those that haven't heard...since I moved,
I'VE LOST 30 LBS BITCHES!
Daniel and I are no longer together. We just weren't right together.
Am I upset? Not really. I have had more fun in the last month or so, and still been responsible than I have in years (I'm not just saying with him, I'm saying all together).
I'll admit, it stings here and there, like if I see a wedding aisle, or something like that.
A friend of mine had a wonderful point, I think the whole time we loved eachother, but it's been a long long time since we were IN love. More than anything, we were each in love with the idea of being in love. The idea of planning a wedding and everything.
I have begun to work on my own life, finally. I am back to working two jobs, still going to school full time and everything. I am doing just fine with it.
I will admit I have nights where I have a hard time sleeping, without another body by my side. But I'm getting better.
Yeah, horrible shit that he's supposively said has come back to me, but I choose to ignore it.
As far as my birthday?! It was tons of fun. My close friend Tony and I went out to Pagan Pride, than I went out with Ashley, Timmy, Matt, Taco, Shannon, and Noelle (I think I covered everyone) to play pool, and we had a blast.
I'm very excited. I will be dedicating to the Stones again by the end of the month.
Despite the things that suck (ie: sleeping on air mattress, not having my own space) Life is grand, and never again will I let shit get me down as easily as before.
I'm young, I'm gorgeous, I'm great...
oh and for those that haven't heard...since I moved,
I'VE LOST 30 LBS BITCHES!