feelin really shaky
hey people, today was ok, not great but not bad.. had good parts and had bad parts and had bad parts. dont realyl have much to say.. but i go to the doctors tomorrow after school, and i'm prayign everything goes well and they tell me i'm perfetly fine b/c i dont know what i would do if i found out i had cancer or something.. i would cry so.. bad.. . i dont even wanna think about it thats so.. scary.. FOR REAL!! but anyways.. i went throw the sypmtoms again tonight.... very scary and i hate it, were i like shake and breath heavy and cant realyl control my mucles that well, and my heart beats fast adn i can hear it beating.. yeah.. not too cool, and u feel like ur gonan die, or ur body is just gonna stop working, very scary/weird! Still dont have a date decided for winter formal, but i'm still thinkin, and umm... i'm not sure i have anything else to say, so i'm out.. K BYE