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[sapoyea07]

man, have you ever felt like everything is going so... great.. yet it seems so wrong? well thats the way i feel.. life is great i love bein single.. but it i just feel weirdand worried..... today was a weird day. it wasnt bad.. just like everything seemed weird. one again i didnt wanna wake up, but i did and got in the shower.. and yeah.. then off to school, and my sis being the great driver that she is.. ran into some-ones car while puling into a parkin spot in the student parkin lot.. nothin bad.. thank goodness.. the other car was low, and it just scraped their tire.. so its all good... mid-terms suck ass, and i dont want to fail them.. the report card for me is going to suck this semester.. aaagghhhh.... zinger night was fun last night although i was only able to eat one zinger, b/c i felt sick for tryin to make myself eat.. freakin gay.. wasted $14... other then that i had fun.. saw quite a few freakin HOTT guys, and had fun messin w/ my waiter. the older men, and some younger guys at the ale house are such pervs., it grosses me out. eewwww.... my family is worried about me, ecspecially my mom b/c of some weird stuff thats been goin on w/ me.. too much to explain.. but i'm goin to the doctors next thursday for an examination thing, and they are gonna take blood out of em for a test.. aaghhh.. its gonna hurt so bad.. i hate shots. :( but i seriously need to fins out wats wrong w/ me.. if its even anything.. my mom thinks its either heart problems, or i'm diabetic, or maybe even cancer.. or worse... yeah.. I'm scared... buti'm prayin that itll all be ok... i'm out for now.. i'll write later maybe

K BYE