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i guess everything can only go so well for so long
and then you realize that even though everything's great with a certain part of your life and a certain amount of your friends
and then you try to talk to the other friends you kinda left behind while you were having fun with the most part of your life, you realize theyve already pushed you away.
its so hard to fix something you left behind broken.
everything's going so well.fuck.
but everything just takes time.
and i wish i cared more. but i dont think i really do.
why am i hurt that im not part of a group that i never wanted to be in anyway?
just because im still in highschool?
and im just growing closer and closer to all the people in my grade who i ignored for so long and ignoring the people more and more who ive known not school or grade related to me.
by the time i graduate who knows where ill be.
so long to stability.
and then you realize that even though everything's great with a certain part of your life and a certain amount of your friends
and then you try to talk to the other friends you kinda left behind while you were having fun with the most part of your life, you realize theyve already pushed you away.
its so hard to fix something you left behind broken.
everything's going so well.fuck.
but everything just takes time.
and i wish i cared more. but i dont think i really do.
why am i hurt that im not part of a group that i never wanted to be in anyway?
just because im still in highschool?
and im just growing closer and closer to all the people in my grade who i ignored for so long and ignoring the people more and more who ive known not school or grade related to me.
by the time i graduate who knows where ill be.
so long to stability.