Feb 01, 2018 20:31
Seems I only use this when I have an overwhelming need to express my thoughts without necessarily having an audience. I don't care to "write" much anymore for whatever reason, no matter how cute that journal with a fairy-like forest cover may be. But thoughts need to be expressed and since I don't have a tape recorder (does anyone outside journalism?) this will have to do. I only know of one of my friends who might still be using this (Hi, coconut_sara!) so this will pretty much not be getting looked at. I mean, everyone likes recording themselves on youtube and all their crazy, backwards thoughts so I'm probably doing everyone a favor by not doing that. You're welcome.
So what's going on in my funny old head? Oh well, you know. Madness. LOL but really tho. It's possible I should try therapy. But it's expensive and I don't really want to make the time. I'm bad enough not going to doctors for physical needs. Adding to that list seems like a bad idea. Like adding ANOTHER book to my list. I mean, am I really going to get around to it?? AM I??? I totally fail at being an adult. I haven't quite figured it out yet and I'm turning 35 this year. Age is only a number, I guess. Nothing makes up for actual experience. I should get a pet. That'll force some responsibility on me! HA. I currently have a succulent plant which is doing quite well. I might just be able to take on a living animal. Hmm...
I really need to start making plans for travel this year. I really want to see my Abuelita in South America but I need like a whole month off for that. Mostly cuz I want to see different parts of the country. Really explore it. But this will require lots and LOTS of planning and I am not the best at it. I also want to go somewhere I've never been before. I've never been to Asia. I need to change that. It's absolutely ridiculous that I haven't been. WTF. I really need to get on that.
I think that's enough rambling for today. I can't think of much else to mention so we shall try this again some other time. BYE