Meg, it's been like four days and I'm still hallucinating.
Hi Meg.
And it's like I really do want to shoot this doc on your pill habit, but I've been sorta keyed up at home since we got back from London, and it's like, bugs on the walls, falling through the couch, eating my skin, the hardship of thinking through a million thoughts, and just plain terror. I think I'll be there Sunday, but who knows. When we flew home the other day, I spent the entire 8 hours trying to imagine what it feels like to be completely obliterated to shreds on a plane. I tried to embrace it, Meg. Four bloody maries helped. It also made me realize I really want to read Gravity's Rainbow through, if I could just finish the Brothers K.
I went to yoga two days in a row, Meg. It didn't help. Quitting smoking is worse than when we had to quit speed. Or worse than when Jen had to do it. Remember heroin Dave? I feel like him right now.
I just scratched a chunk out of my lower lip. After falling through a chair.
I don't know. See you in a couple days I guess.
Love,
Sap.
And it's like I really do want to shoot this doc on your pill habit, but I've been sorta keyed up at home since we got back from London, and it's like, bugs on the walls, falling through the couch, eating my skin, the hardship of thinking through a million thoughts, and just plain terror. I think I'll be there Sunday, but who knows. When we flew home the other day, I spent the entire 8 hours trying to imagine what it feels like to be completely obliterated to shreds on a plane. I tried to embrace it, Meg. Four bloody maries helped. It also made me realize I really want to read Gravity's Rainbow through, if I could just finish the Brothers K.
I went to yoga two days in a row, Meg. It didn't help. Quitting smoking is worse than when we had to quit speed. Or worse than when Jen had to do it. Remember heroin Dave? I feel like him right now.
I just scratched a chunk out of my lower lip. After falling through a chair.
I don't know. See you in a couple days I guess.
Love,
Sap.