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It was okay today. We won our game, but I got zero playing time. The situation is that there are too many people for my position,, and not enough room, and I'm the least experienced, one, so PUFF there you have it.
I really hate B/D days, because I don't really have any close friends in the classes. They're just like people that I kind of know, so it's acceptable to ask them questions, and to tell them my little side remarks during class, but like when you have that last 10min of class, or lunch, I'm just like ugh, because it's no fun. I call these people the 'class friends'.
So I was putting this into some deeper thought. I realized that it takes a long time before I become friends with someone. What I'm trying to say is that I've never started a friendship, like met someone and become friendly with them relatively instantly if you will. Like I've known Katie for about 11 years. She's always been there. She was even the one that introduced herself to me, keep in mind it was nothing fancy, we were five, but nonetheless. And it's not like we were best friends at five, or maybe even 13, we drifted apart, but always returned together. And like even the people that I haven't known for 11 years, and are close with, really how long did you kind of know me before we started to get to know eachother? It's 1-3 for most people. Isn't that insane. I think I have a trust complex.
I really hate B/D days, because I don't really have any close friends in the classes. They're just like people that I kind of know, so it's acceptable to ask them questions, and to tell them my little side remarks during class, but like when you have that last 10min of class, or lunch, I'm just like ugh, because it's no fun. I call these people the 'class friends'.
So I was putting this into some deeper thought. I realized that it takes a long time before I become friends with someone. What I'm trying to say is that I've never started a friendship, like met someone and become friendly with them relatively instantly if you will. Like I've known Katie for about 11 years. She's always been there. She was even the one that introduced herself to me, keep in mind it was nothing fancy, we were five, but nonetheless. And it's not like we were best friends at five, or maybe even 13, we drifted apart, but always returned together. And like even the people that I haven't known for 11 years, and are close with, really how long did you kind of know me before we started to get to know eachother? It's 1-3 for most people. Isn't that insane. I think I have a trust complex.