The Anatomy of My Heart:1.Right Ventricle
The Anatomy of My Heart
Title:The Anatomy of My Heart
Chapter: 1.Right Ventricle
Genre:Romance(obviously)
Rating:PG-13
Pairing:het!2min/het!Ontae/het!Jongkey
Disclaimer:I only own this story.
Summary:Lee Taeyeon,a fresh-graduate from medical school,engaged to Choi Minho much to her dismay.As her chapters as a doctor unfold,she realised being a doctor is not just about the title.And,in the end of the day doctors are still humans.
1. Right Ventricle
- The chamber on the right side of the heart that receives venous blood from the right atrium and forces it into the pulmonary artery.
She was furious, anger boils. On that split second she wanted to kill him for torturing her, for making things worse for her. If she had an option to kill him with either a knife or syringe filled with Natrium Bromide. She'll choose the syringe. Letting death consumed him slowly. Taeyeon devilishly smirked plotting an evil plan to commit the crime. Inhale, exhale.She repeated the mantra in her brain. That seems to do the trick. Her breathing turned even, she unclenched her tightly clenched fist.The man in front of her smirked,mocking her.”Well,will you take you the challenge,Dr.Lee Taeyeon?”his words just added more fuel to her cooling rage.She inhaled and exhaled once again before deviously answered.”Getting engaged to you was a challenge, and I passed,and I have no doubts that I’ll pass this challenge too.”she calmly answered with the little confident she had left.He seems impressed and hold out one of his large hands.She shook his hands lightly.He muttered “good luck”with voice colder than the Artic after they broke their hand shake.She froze hearing those words coming out sarcastically from his lips.”Dr.Choi Minho,you seriously don’t know what I’m potential of when I hate someone.”she thought at the back of her mind.How could a person not hate him? His sarcastic speech,heart as cold as ice,insensitive,each passing day there is another reason to abhor him to the core.She walked away,as her hands were about to turned the metal doorknob leaving the hell on earth,he spoke again.”Did I forget to mention he only have 2months to live?”That same ,insensitive voice.”That’s it ,he signed a death contract with me.”she thought angrily as her fingers tightly grasped the doorknob.”Don’t you believe in miracle,Dr.Choi?”she speak up in return.Her question left unanswered.”You got owned ,Dr.Cold Minho.”Someone have to brainwash that cold-hearted doctor with a powerful bleach.
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He is impressed by this young doctor.She have her own attitude.He have to give her credit for being devious and independent.He started to admire her feistiness.He would like to know her better,she sees life in a different angle and perspective from him,they are like the same pole of magnets but they kept repelling each other.Both of them wanted to prove something,her reason wasn’t clear yet.His reason were as an evidence the rich and loaded can be independent if they wanted to.He endured hundreds of death a day,death is nothing for him,but she keep her faith strong,believing in miracle.He must admit,doctor is not God,human dies every single day and there is no stopping it. She is a diamond.Beautiful on the outside,it takes a lot to break down her determination,her faith isn’t easily moved.In a word,she is different.Deep down his heart,he wanted to break down every strong covalent bonds of this diamond,he wanted to admire every inch of this girl without boundaries.
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“Screw Dr.Cold Minho.”She thought silently as she sat at one of the benches at the hospital garden.Inside the hospital,it’s too flooded with coldness and lack of humanity .She needed a time out after her encounter with that cold doctor.She’ll prove to him that miracles do exist.She flipped her pages of The Merck Manual of Diagnosis and Therapy absentmindedly.Preparing herself with necessary informations,writing down every single details before meeting her patient face to face.Her case is among the rare case of cancer ever. Based from the patient biopsy,it is a malignant cancer of the heart,a type called osteosarcoma; these types are more likely to originate in the left atrium, causing mitral valve obstruction and heart failure.She snapped her book close,quietly screaming in agony of her fate.She tried her best to keep her composure,but she can’t help but feel sad for the patient who is older than her by 4 years.Her thoughts stopped as a young boy around the age of 5 holding a wild flower sat next to her on the empty space of the bench.The young boy has a bowl-cut black hair,white milky skin and the most adorable smile.The young boy scooted closer to her, his tiny hand streched presenting the wild flower in front of her with a toothless grin.Taeyeon smiled at the young boy gestures.She took the wild flower inhaling it’s sweetness.She ruffled his hair lovingly .”What’s your name?”she softly asked.”Taeminnie.”The young boy answered with a grin.Taeyeon smiled widely,her smile fades to a confused expression as a nurse came running calling out Taemin.The young boy named Taemin suddenly hugged her tightly.The young boy was shivering and he was muttering somewhere along the line.”Umma,don’t leave me.”Taeyeon raised an eye brow,confused.The nurse came near to her.”Anneyeongsahyo,how can I help you?”she enquired.”Taemin,here doesn’t want to eat his medicine.”the nurse muttered furiously.Taeyeon shook the young boy who is suffocating her with his hug.”Umma,Minnie scared.”Clearly,Taeyeon and the nurse was taken aback.”He never called anyone umma before.”the nurse said still shocked.Taeyeon calmly rubbed Taemin’s back whispering assuring words,soon the young boy agreed to drink his medicine as long as he can spend a little more time with his ‘umma’.”I’m Kim Gwiboon, by the way,just call me Gwiboon unnie.”the nurse with hair tied into a classic bun held her arm for her to shake.”Dr.Lee Taeyeon.”Taeyeon replied while shaking the latters hand.The atmosphere was awkward and quiet,only Taemin’s giggles float here and there as he enjoys the pleasure of playing alone.
“Well,am I the first person he called umma in this hospital,but why me?”Taeyeon asked curious.”Yes. You’re the first, I don’t know why.Maybe a strange coincidence.Taemin was orphaned few months ago,his parents died in a car accident,since then he is introvert.He likes to play alone,talk alone,he claimed he has a imaginary friend but it is normal for childrens around his age.He refused to socialise with other children,only talks when being asked.But,when he came to you,that was the first time he talked without being asked.Strange,isn’t? Perhaps,you have a similar resemblance as his mother.”Gwiboon ended her revelation.Taeyeon has this small spot dedicated for this young boy in her heart,at young age,he has to endure this toughness.Taeyeon felt a little ashamed as her challenge isn’t as hard as this young boy’s life.
Soon,a young man appeared out of nowhere,covering Gwiboon unnie eyes with his large hands.”Jjong,is that you.”Gwiboon unnie muffled in annoyance.”Yeobo,how do you know it’s me?”the young man acted as if he is shocked.But,Taeyeon admitted ,he is the worst actor ever.”You have the roughest hand in the world.You should wear lotion.”Gwiboon unnie striked a reply.Judging from their teases and loving gazes,Taeyeon concluded both of them are lovers.Taeyeon fakes a smile envying the pair constantly chatters,testing each others nerves with cute teases.”Oh,Taeyeon,this is my boyfriend Jonghyun.”Gwiboon introduces.”Dr.Kim Jonghyun,but you can call me Jonghyun anyway.”Jonghyun introduces himself.”Dr.Lee Taeyeon.”Taeyeon introduces herself.Dr.Kim was taken aback with her introduction,Gwiboon raised an eye brow confused,waiting for Jonghyun to speak.”That means you’re Dr.Choi’s fiance?”Jonghyun asked with words carefully chosen.”The one and only.”Taeyeon replied calmly.Gwiboon was palpitating and shrieked.”Ohmygod,I can’t believe it,you’re the notorious fiancee of Choi Minho.”Gwiboon continued fangirling as if she met Bi Rain at a grocery store.Taemin who was playing around few minutes ago,came with a confused look and immediately grabbed Taeyeon’s hand tightly.Jonghyun exchanged confused glances with Gwiboon.While Gwiboon gave him I’ll- tell- you- later -look.”Taemin,it’s time to say goodbye to umma.”Gwiboon knelt in front of him,softly persuading the young boy.Taemin whines and refuses.”Minnie-ah,umma promise to meet Taemin when I finished my work ok?”Taeyeon persuaded, channeling her natural motherly instincts.Taemin nodded.Both connected their pinkie sealing a promise.Jonghyun escorted Gwiboon and Taemin back inside.Taeyeon grabbed her slingbag and her composed notes,heading to the oncology wing of the hospital
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“Dude, why didn’t you tell me your fiancé is here and damn she’s pretty.” Here, comes dinosaur with nothing better to do. Jonghyun slumped himself on the velvet couch. Minho who was diligently diagnosing his new patient report stopped on his track after listening to the mention of his fiancé and turned to look at Jonghyun with cold stare.”First, how do you know she’s here? And, second don’t you have a girlfriend?”Minho enquires interested in Jonghyun’s finding of his fiancé.”Well, I was out at the garden during lunch finding Gwiboon, and then I met her. She’s a nice catch. But, something is weird.”Jonghyun answered with his facial expression changes from adoration to confusion.”What’s weird about her, does she turn into alien or something?”Minho sarcastically asked.”Very funny Choi, no, there’s this one kid called her umma .Your fiancé is a miracle you know, that kid never talks on his will or even call the nurses umma before.”Jonghyun continue explaining with amusement plastered on his face. ”Don’t you believe in miracle,Dr.Choi?”Taeyeon’s question echoed in his ears.She is something special,she as rare as a heart cancer case.
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Room 01-Lee Jinki.This is it. Lee Taeyeon.Hwaiting!Taeyeon turned the doorknob revealing a pale looking young-man with black puddles of hair neatly swept to the left,sitting on an armchair,his gaze which is before focused outside turned to her.He flashed a bright smile.The smile illuminates his pale skin.Taeyeon was touched,he knows his death is nearing but his smile showed that he is not afraid of it.”Come in.”The young man named Lee Jinki called out with warm,friendly voice.Taeyeon unknowingly smiled,she felt comfortable.She walked in.Her gazes fall on the messy bed,she quickly made the bed,the young man eyes followed her every movement,still confused with his doctor.Taeyeon seated herself on the corner of the newly-made bed.”Taeyeon.”she introduces herself.She doesn’t want to restrict herself with the man as a doctor-patient relationship.She admired the man perspective in life,much like her,believing in miracle and hoping for the best.Even she was confused with herself as she introduces herself without the title.”Jinki.”He introduces himself.”Anything I can do for you?”Taeyeon asked trying to sound as friendly as possible.”The hospital foods are terrible,I want to eat chicken but they refused to provide me with chicken.”Jinki mumbled in annoyance.Taeyeon let out a small laugh.Her patient is a chicken maniac,she thought.
“Tomorrow I’ll bring you chicken and maybe we can have lunch at the garden outside.”Taeyeon invited as she realised Jinki eyes never left the outside view.”It’s a date then as long there’s chicken.”Jinki blatantly replied.Taeyeon once again let out a small laugh,amused with this young man,living his life as normal as possible.”You know you’re the prettiest when you laugh.”Jinki said earning a smack from the reddening Taeyeon.There is something special in him that makes me break down my wall.”she thought.
Title:The Anatomy of My Heart
Chapter: 1.Right Ventricle
Genre:Romance(obviously)
Rating:PG-13
Pairing:het!2min/het!Ontae/het!Jongkey
Disclaimer:I only own this story.
Summary:Lee Taeyeon,a fresh-graduate from medical school,engaged to Choi Minho much to her dismay.As her chapters as a doctor unfold,she realised being a doctor is not just about the title.And,in the end of the day doctors are still humans.
1. Right Ventricle
- The chamber on the right side of the heart that receives venous blood from the right atrium and forces it into the pulmonary artery.
She was furious, anger boils. On that split second she wanted to kill him for torturing her, for making things worse for her. If she had an option to kill him with either a knife or syringe filled with Natrium Bromide. She'll choose the syringe. Letting death consumed him slowly. Taeyeon devilishly smirked plotting an evil plan to commit the crime. Inhale, exhale.She repeated the mantra in her brain. That seems to do the trick. Her breathing turned even, she unclenched her tightly clenched fist.The man in front of her smirked,mocking her.”Well,will you take you the challenge,Dr.Lee Taeyeon?”his words just added more fuel to her cooling rage.She inhaled and exhaled once again before deviously answered.”Getting engaged to you was a challenge, and I passed,and I have no doubts that I’ll pass this challenge too.”she calmly answered with the little confident she had left.He seems impressed and hold out one of his large hands.She shook his hands lightly.He muttered “good luck”with voice colder than the Artic after they broke their hand shake.She froze hearing those words coming out sarcastically from his lips.”Dr.Choi Minho,you seriously don’t know what I’m potential of when I hate someone.”she thought at the back of her mind.How could a person not hate him? His sarcastic speech,heart as cold as ice,insensitive,each passing day there is another reason to abhor him to the core.She walked away,as her hands were about to turned the metal doorknob leaving the hell on earth,he spoke again.”Did I forget to mention he only have 2months to live?”That same ,insensitive voice.”That’s it ,he signed a death contract with me.”she thought angrily as her fingers tightly grasped the doorknob.”Don’t you believe in miracle,Dr.Choi?”she speak up in return.Her question left unanswered.”You got owned ,Dr.Cold Minho.”Someone have to brainwash that cold-hearted doctor with a powerful bleach.
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He is impressed by this young doctor.She have her own attitude.He have to give her credit for being devious and independent.He started to admire her feistiness.He would like to know her better,she sees life in a different angle and perspective from him,they are like the same pole of magnets but they kept repelling each other.Both of them wanted to prove something,her reason wasn’t clear yet.His reason were as an evidence the rich and loaded can be independent if they wanted to.He endured hundreds of death a day,death is nothing for him,but she keep her faith strong,believing in miracle.He must admit,doctor is not God,human dies every single day and there is no stopping it. She is a diamond.Beautiful on the outside,it takes a lot to break down her determination,her faith isn’t easily moved.In a word,she is different.Deep down his heart,he wanted to break down every strong covalent bonds of this diamond,he wanted to admire every inch of this girl without boundaries.
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“Screw Dr.Cold Minho.”She thought silently as she sat at one of the benches at the hospital garden.Inside the hospital,it’s too flooded with coldness and lack of humanity .She needed a time out after her encounter with that cold doctor.She’ll prove to him that miracles do exist.She flipped her pages of The Merck Manual of Diagnosis and Therapy absentmindedly.Preparing herself with necessary informations,writing down every single details before meeting her patient face to face.Her case is among the rare case of cancer ever. Based from the patient biopsy,it is a malignant cancer of the heart,a type called osteosarcoma; these types are more likely to originate in the left atrium, causing mitral valve obstruction and heart failure.She snapped her book close,quietly screaming in agony of her fate.She tried her best to keep her composure,but she can’t help but feel sad for the patient who is older than her by 4 years.Her thoughts stopped as a young boy around the age of 5 holding a wild flower sat next to her on the empty space of the bench.The young boy has a bowl-cut black hair,white milky skin and the most adorable smile.The young boy scooted closer to her, his tiny hand streched presenting the wild flower in front of her with a toothless grin.Taeyeon smiled at the young boy gestures.She took the wild flower inhaling it’s sweetness.She ruffled his hair lovingly .”What’s your name?”she softly asked.”Taeminnie.”The young boy answered with a grin.Taeyeon smiled widely,her smile fades to a confused expression as a nurse came running calling out Taemin.The young boy named Taemin suddenly hugged her tightly.The young boy was shivering and he was muttering somewhere along the line.”Umma,don’t leave me.”Taeyeon raised an eye brow,confused.The nurse came near to her.”Anneyeongsahyo,how can I help you?”she enquired.”Taemin,here doesn’t want to eat his medicine.”the nurse muttered furiously.Taeyeon shook the young boy who is suffocating her with his hug.”Umma,Minnie scared.”Clearly,Taeyeon and the nurse was taken aback.”He never called anyone umma before.”the nurse said still shocked.Taeyeon calmly rubbed Taemin’s back whispering assuring words,soon the young boy agreed to drink his medicine as long as he can spend a little more time with his ‘umma’.”I’m Kim Gwiboon, by the way,just call me Gwiboon unnie.”the nurse with hair tied into a classic bun held her arm for her to shake.”Dr.Lee Taeyeon.”Taeyeon replied while shaking the latters hand.The atmosphere was awkward and quiet,only Taemin’s giggles float here and there as he enjoys the pleasure of playing alone.
“Well,am I the first person he called umma in this hospital,but why me?”Taeyeon asked curious.”Yes. You’re the first, I don’t know why.Maybe a strange coincidence.Taemin was orphaned few months ago,his parents died in a car accident,since then he is introvert.He likes to play alone,talk alone,he claimed he has a imaginary friend but it is normal for childrens around his age.He refused to socialise with other children,only talks when being asked.But,when he came to you,that was the first time he talked without being asked.Strange,isn’t? Perhaps,you have a similar resemblance as his mother.”Gwiboon ended her revelation.Taeyeon has this small spot dedicated for this young boy in her heart,at young age,he has to endure this toughness.Taeyeon felt a little ashamed as her challenge isn’t as hard as this young boy’s life.
Soon,a young man appeared out of nowhere,covering Gwiboon unnie eyes with his large hands.”Jjong,is that you.”Gwiboon unnie muffled in annoyance.”Yeobo,how do you know it’s me?”the young man acted as if he is shocked.But,Taeyeon admitted ,he is the worst actor ever.”You have the roughest hand in the world.You should wear lotion.”Gwiboon unnie striked a reply.Judging from their teases and loving gazes,Taeyeon concluded both of them are lovers.Taeyeon fakes a smile envying the pair constantly chatters,testing each others nerves with cute teases.”Oh,Taeyeon,this is my boyfriend Jonghyun.”Gwiboon introduces.”Dr.Kim Jonghyun,but you can call me Jonghyun anyway.”Jonghyun introduces himself.”Dr.Lee Taeyeon.”Taeyeon introduces herself.Dr.Kim was taken aback with her introduction,Gwiboon raised an eye brow confused,waiting for Jonghyun to speak.”That means you’re Dr.Choi’s fiance?”Jonghyun asked with words carefully chosen.”The one and only.”Taeyeon replied calmly.Gwiboon was palpitating and shrieked.”Ohmygod,I can’t believe it,you’re the notorious fiancee of Choi Minho.”Gwiboon continued fangirling as if she met Bi Rain at a grocery store.Taemin who was playing around few minutes ago,came with a confused look and immediately grabbed Taeyeon’s hand tightly.Jonghyun exchanged confused glances with Gwiboon.While Gwiboon gave him I’ll- tell- you- later -look.”Taemin,it’s time to say goodbye to umma.”Gwiboon knelt in front of him,softly persuading the young boy.Taemin whines and refuses.”Minnie-ah,umma promise to meet Taemin when I finished my work ok?”Taeyeon persuaded, channeling her natural motherly instincts.Taemin nodded.Both connected their pinkie sealing a promise.Jonghyun escorted Gwiboon and Taemin back inside.Taeyeon grabbed her slingbag and her composed notes,heading to the oncology wing of the hospital
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“Dude, why didn’t you tell me your fiancé is here and damn she’s pretty.” Here, comes dinosaur with nothing better to do. Jonghyun slumped himself on the velvet couch. Minho who was diligently diagnosing his new patient report stopped on his track after listening to the mention of his fiancé and turned to look at Jonghyun with cold stare.”First, how do you know she’s here? And, second don’t you have a girlfriend?”Minho enquires interested in Jonghyun’s finding of his fiancé.”Well, I was out at the garden during lunch finding Gwiboon, and then I met her. She’s a nice catch. But, something is weird.”Jonghyun answered with his facial expression changes from adoration to confusion.”What’s weird about her, does she turn into alien or something?”Minho sarcastically asked.”Very funny Choi, no, there’s this one kid called her umma .Your fiancé is a miracle you know, that kid never talks on his will or even call the nurses umma before.”Jonghyun continue explaining with amusement plastered on his face. ”Don’t you believe in miracle,Dr.Choi?”Taeyeon’s question echoed in his ears.She is something special,she as rare as a heart cancer case.
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Room 01-Lee Jinki.This is it. Lee Taeyeon.Hwaiting!Taeyeon turned the doorknob revealing a pale looking young-man with black puddles of hair neatly swept to the left,sitting on an armchair,his gaze which is before focused outside turned to her.He flashed a bright smile.The smile illuminates his pale skin.Taeyeon was touched,he knows his death is nearing but his smile showed that he is not afraid of it.”Come in.”The young man named Lee Jinki called out with warm,friendly voice.Taeyeon unknowingly smiled,she felt comfortable.She walked in.Her gazes fall on the messy bed,she quickly made the bed,the young man eyes followed her every movement,still confused with his doctor.Taeyeon seated herself on the corner of the newly-made bed.”Taeyeon.”she introduces herself.She doesn’t want to restrict herself with the man as a doctor-patient relationship.She admired the man perspective in life,much like her,believing in miracle and hoping for the best.Even she was confused with herself as she introduces herself without the title.”Jinki.”He introduces himself.”Anything I can do for you?”Taeyeon asked trying to sound as friendly as possible.”The hospital foods are terrible,I want to eat chicken but they refused to provide me with chicken.”Jinki mumbled in annoyance.Taeyeon let out a small laugh.Her patient is a chicken maniac,she thought.
“Tomorrow I’ll bring you chicken and maybe we can have lunch at the garden outside.”Taeyeon invited as she realised Jinki eyes never left the outside view.”It’s a date then as long there’s chicken.”Jinki blatantly replied.Taeyeon once again let out a small laugh,amused with this young man,living his life as normal as possible.”You know you’re the prettiest when you laugh.”Jinki said earning a smack from the reddening Taeyeon.There is something special in him that makes me break down my wall.”she thought.