Feb 23, 2005 14:57
I thought the comment was appropriate to an iside joke between brandon and I. I had a blast. Tiago and I had a conversation yesterday, where i finally got to say everything i needed to say. I have come a far way since last June. Its seems like a totally new world. I wanna stop being so stressed about things and i wanna try and let them go. It sucks not having anyone to take care of you. I see kids in the shopping center and i get this urge of jealousy. Why did my father have to abandon me? Why did my mother have to die? These questions loom over my head, but seriously, i already know the answer. Things happen because im being tested. And if i can say so myself, I think im doing pretty damn well. I am proud of myself. Im proud of all my friends. They all have come so far also. Rick went from extreme introvert who hated people to the lovable guy that i know now. Brandon and i have been linked since we met 4 years ago. We change together, so that is self explanatory. Just so many people are evolving and it really is something nice to see. I like seeing the progress i have made. It helps me beleive that i am actually doing something with my life instead of sitting on my arse and doing nothin.
I had the best weekend ever. From the Mardi Gras celebration at Velvet, to the after party(getting drunk and freakish vampire roleplaying.....wierdos), to the rescueing of my manager, to the Fudruckers adventure. Everything seriously rocked. It was one of those times where you look at it and you smile. Maybe whatever being up there intended that to happen so that things would look more positive then so negative.
Well, surprisingly, I was invited to Rick's family reunion. Its weird how i am the only friend invited. I feel so honered that his family likes me. You know, everyone that has gotten to know me and Rick says that we are a match made in heaven, but dating 4 times was enough, dont ya think? I love him as a friend. Brandon and Him are the closest people I have. Outside of them, falls the good friends, and outside of them, falls everyone else(aquaintences and strangers). I gtg. I have to be at the reunion in an hour.
PS: I love you all. I will personally reward everyone who has taken the time to get to know me and love me.