Nov 28, 2005 17:47
Actually seeing the light in certain events. Maybe optimism is the way to go. How come the most morbid people give the greatest advice? Howcome when you lie, it is okay to be lied to? Peachy...thats me. I think im inlove with so many people. I'll go through moments when i remember something sweet someone said and it'll mzke me feel like they deserve to be extensively loved. I end up loving my enemies/strangers/distant people/ect.... Kinda wierd.
So much planned for me. So much that i got to do. Im gonna change this world. Im gonna make it so that all who i come in contact with are changed. They will be better for it. Influence in the grandest scale. Love flowing through every space. BTW....this is me on little to no sleep and work exhaustion. Some people will always be negative. Let me forget them. Sometimes you will avoid someone and then you'll bump into them again. All you can feel around them is pain and suffering. What do you do? Avoid them again. Maybe...
I love Jiffy lube! My car was looking like ass and then JL did some magic on it and everything is clean and my car is all lubed and ready to go. lol....sexual inuendo....hehe.
I was walking past a mirror in Natalie's house and was like DAMN! YOU LOOK HOT! I was confused. I usually hate my appearance and admire the looks of others. What is with today. I like this. Should i never go to sleep. I will love myself forever. Soul Caliber 3 is the sexiest game i have ever played. I think that someday im gonna make my spouse dress up as ivy and i want them to own me. There is this move where ivy walks behind the opponent and takes the whip and wraps it around the guys neck. They end up falling over in a doggy style possition and ivy places her boot on their back. It is ultra kinky. im so envious.
Anyways....im just wondering what everyone is up to. Im trying to be a good friend. I want to make sure that everyone knows that they are loved. If i don't want to be around you, it is for a very well thought out reason. You don't need to know why. I love you all and im having a fantastic week. I hope this feeling lasts for the rest of my life.