Life's Ambiguities
yesterday I was analyzing my life and situations that I encounter. I never even believed how great of a force destiny is. I have a confession, yes I did marry way too soon and didnt take the time to find out the negatives and positives of my now husband, but it doesnt matter. We were meant to be. Every day I find new reasons to why he's so perfect. He knows when I'm the slightest bit in a situation to which I dislike, yes he usually gets cranky and calls all plans off, but i am working on him understanding that i can handle those things. He knows where my priorities are. Oh and just last night we laid in bed, kind of him smushing me, and talked like we were best friends. If the conversation got too uncomfortable he would make me laugh. The final thing I realized yesterday was that he knows my tastes. I got my wedding ring. Yes he did plan on giving it to me at the airport, but he knew my taste. 5 stones, my lucky number. simple but different. He also got me another ring for a joke... got to love gas station rings. Most of all he knew how important it was. He was shaking and set me up with poetry to what it was, "shards from the stars, tears of the gods, vena amor"... Its all so unexpected.
My pearl today... take a chance just let life happen. Sometimes fate and destiny can work in amazing ways. There is a bigger picture even if it all seems to be ambiguous at the moment.
My pearl today... take a chance just let life happen. Sometimes fate and destiny can work in amazing ways. There is a bigger picture even if it all seems to be ambiguous at the moment.