Feb 04, 2006 21:50
So its been 7 months since the bad day, with many other since, but I am now getting better. I am finally feeling my age. My body has decided to start to whither on me. I have been getting chest pains, so the doc gave me an EKG, crazy huh? It kind of sucks because I have been rethinking continuing dancing. I really want to get my ideas out and perform, but when I go to class or rehearsal I feel exhausted, big, and unable to do steps I have done for 16 years.
Oh on other issues... I have been with my love for over a month. I am so happy we are together, but sad we are not. At times he seems like just a name or a voice I hear over the phone. I can't wait until we can be in the same city together.
Remember the best things in life are worth waiting for, but after a certain point in time you have to stop think I can't even walk to the bathroom, how am I going to get down the aisle?