Oct 29, 2004 21:10
To brandon i am sincerly sorry bout what i said. i hope you understand that. its just i have never met anyone like you before you know. You are such a wonderful person beautiful inside and out. Thats why i was so upset. i really need to cry right now. i need to cry on someones shoulder. All i have ever wanted in to be loved and thats what i will want forever. i mean i dont think it will ever happen any way. Well except rich in ny he loves me so much and i do like him but i dont know bout love him. i am afraid to tell him this for i fear he may committ suicide. I learned when life spits on you, wipe it off and keep walking. dont give up so soon. there are hopes of a better 2 marrow. for my song says " It seems that love is just an answer to questions we ask, no body wants to see our future, they just look upon our past." To any one who reads this put this into consideration. look tward the future dont judge someone for some thing that is past look for the good in everybody. really it is meant to be. oh yeah Amber i love ya you kick ass oh yeah my date from homecoming thought you were hot just to let you know. So see ya monday peoples. oh yes 4 days to my bday remember dont forget. me and brandon are so gonna win we always do! :)