I do not exist, but faithfully insist

May 02, 2012 21:29

I don't know why I feel like such a failure. People keep trying to assure me that I'm being irrational. And I know that I am. A job is not all that matters in this world.

At what point in my life did my self-worth become measured by my career?

At some point I picked up all of these characteristics of my Dad's without even realizing it.

There are so many things that should be more important to me, or at least should interest me more. But nothing does.

I'm trying to hard to have faith. I really am. But, along with these other bad character traits, I seem to have become a crazed, self-absorbed control freak.

When did I become this person? 
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