Hmmm...
So, we all know that Tai and I broke up. I'm actually doing quite fine considering my first long post in like forever. Even with Valentine's Day here once more, and no one to cuddle with, once more...I'm actually fine. I have tons of other Valentines from the girls on my floor to my friends and Kaylee.
But that's not the point to this entry. It has more to do with GLoBAL and the Second Chance Prom we're holding. Even though it's probably a little too soon to get with someone and date them in a steady relationship, I can't help but think of this one guy that I've had a crush on ever since ninth grade. The only reasons why I never advanced it was because of his girlfriend of the time who was also one of my friends, and of course I have more respect than that. Well, they've been separated by about a year now, if I stand correct. And I always get a thrill when I see him. He's sweet, kind, protective of his friends, family and loved ones, and I know he can treat a girl right. The only thing is, he's a bean pole, a complete 6 foot something, marching band, track running, computer science, genius bean pole. I'm a 5 and 9 inch, over weight girl (who is trying to lose weight), who, even though I can be very loving (though some beg to differ), doubts could ever get with him. I don't think he would ever turn me away and stop being my friend, but it's just the thought that most guys, sweet-hearts or not, would never go for a girl like me. I guess I'm being very emo and doubtful here, and I have yet to even try. Anyways, I want to invite him to the Second Chance Prom with me in April, but I'm a little chicken shit. Makes me wonder what it would be like to actually get someone who is such a Prince Charming as he is. Whoever does get him, is such a lucky girl. I just can't believe that she would dump him after all that time together.
But that's not the point to this entry. It has more to do with GLoBAL and the Second Chance Prom we're holding. Even though it's probably a little too soon to get with someone and date them in a steady relationship, I can't help but think of this one guy that I've had a crush on ever since ninth grade. The only reasons why I never advanced it was because of his girlfriend of the time who was also one of my friends, and of course I have more respect than that. Well, they've been separated by about a year now, if I stand correct. And I always get a thrill when I see him. He's sweet, kind, protective of his friends, family and loved ones, and I know he can treat a girl right. The only thing is, he's a bean pole, a complete 6 foot something, marching band, track running, computer science, genius bean pole. I'm a 5 and 9 inch, over weight girl (who is trying to lose weight), who, even though I can be very loving (though some beg to differ), doubts could ever get with him. I don't think he would ever turn me away and stop being my friend, but it's just the thought that most guys, sweet-hearts or not, would never go for a girl like me. I guess I'm being very emo and doubtful here, and I have yet to even try. Anyways, I want to invite him to the Second Chance Prom with me in April, but I'm a little chicken shit. Makes me wonder what it would be like to actually get someone who is such a Prince Charming as he is. Whoever does get him, is such a lucky girl. I just can't believe that she would dump him after all that time together.