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Aquarius Horoscope for week of December 9, 2010
Should you store up your energy, postpone your gratification, and withhold your full intensity for a more opportune time? Hell, no! Should you await further data before making a definitive conclusion, fantasize dreamily about some more perfect future, and retreat into a self-protective cocoon? Double hell, no! And if thoughts like those have been poking up into your awareness, exorcise them immediately. It is high time for you to grab the best goodies, reveal the whole truth, and employ your ultimate schemes. You are primed to make a big play, call on all the help you've been promised, and transform the "what ifs" into "no doubts."
I don't know what it means but I think it's important. I know that there are a lot of ways I could take this little hint. I'm taking the first part as get healthy and active about life and do stuff better. I'm sticking with the going to the gym thing, getting more music on my ipod, getting all my paperwork done and spending some extra time at work. The full intensity thing though kinda makes me think that ...I don't know what to think about it cause I feel like part of my intensity is my crazy relationship. Arg that just makes me remember that I always label myself through my relationship status. I don't know what changes I should make in that department if any. I kinda like the status quo. It is what it is. Its got ups and downs and it could be better but it is better than before. And now its coming up on a year and I don't know how it's all going to go down. I feel neutral to excited about each of my options. I could go to vancouver with Brad, but I don't think that's a wise decision. More of a silly whim that would be fun but which I would ultimately regret and all ready know it. So I guess I don't feel neutral on that one. I could work up here for the next year, maybe brad and Emily wouldn't mind also waiting an extra year so that we could be more prepared with scholarships and applications and refrences to go back to school. But work is a pain in the ass, it's fucking cold, I currently live with too many people whom I enjoy spending time with but feel the need for my own space. Our own space. I should keep applying to school programs and see what I can get into and the same with scholarships and I need to get on that asap. I also need to get my drivers licence. Also, if Em gets accepted into the program at queens and I don't I am in no way opposed to working at another job for a year and making contacts with people before going into a program next year. I say all that and then still feel overwhelmed. Not sure how to deal with Brad. I'm thinking avoid the topic until we have to discuss it and see how it goes. I think we all know where it's inevitably going.
Should you store up your energy, postpone your gratification, and withhold your full intensity for a more opportune time? Hell, no! Should you await further data before making a definitive conclusion, fantasize dreamily about some more perfect future, and retreat into a self-protective cocoon? Double hell, no! And if thoughts like those have been poking up into your awareness, exorcise them immediately. It is high time for you to grab the best goodies, reveal the whole truth, and employ your ultimate schemes. You are primed to make a big play, call on all the help you've been promised, and transform the "what ifs" into "no doubts."
I don't know what it means but I think it's important. I know that there are a lot of ways I could take this little hint. I'm taking the first part as get healthy and active about life and do stuff better. I'm sticking with the going to the gym thing, getting more music on my ipod, getting all my paperwork done and spending some extra time at work. The full intensity thing though kinda makes me think that ...I don't know what to think about it cause I feel like part of my intensity is my crazy relationship. Arg that just makes me remember that I always label myself through my relationship status. I don't know what changes I should make in that department if any. I kinda like the status quo. It is what it is. Its got ups and downs and it could be better but it is better than before. And now its coming up on a year and I don't know how it's all going to go down. I feel neutral to excited about each of my options. I could go to vancouver with Brad, but I don't think that's a wise decision. More of a silly whim that would be fun but which I would ultimately regret and all ready know it. So I guess I don't feel neutral on that one. I could work up here for the next year, maybe brad and Emily wouldn't mind also waiting an extra year so that we could be more prepared with scholarships and applications and refrences to go back to school. But work is a pain in the ass, it's fucking cold, I currently live with too many people whom I enjoy spending time with but feel the need for my own space. Our own space. I should keep applying to school programs and see what I can get into and the same with scholarships and I need to get on that asap. I also need to get my drivers licence. Also, if Em gets accepted into the program at queens and I don't I am in no way opposed to working at another job for a year and making contacts with people before going into a program next year. I say all that and then still feel overwhelmed. Not sure how to deal with Brad. I'm thinking avoid the topic until we have to discuss it and see how it goes. I think we all know where it's inevitably going.