☄ fifteenth meteor
[ ☄ audio | not private thanks to no inner monologue curse ]
You can't close your eyes forever, Suou. Time has stopped and you may be in this world, but that doesn't change how things are at home. This isn't a dream. One day you will have to wake up. Any moment, any day, any second now- you will open your eyes and everything will be as it was.
As it should be.
I don't want to leave.
All my friends here, everyone who has been so kind to me- the lady at the grocery store who always asks me about my day, Roxas, Dr. Wilson, Blue, Mr. Veidt, Konata, Doll, Mr. Drieberg, everyone...
I can't lose my memories of this place. Of all the people here. To forget something or someone is... almost like you're erasing them from the world. As if they don't exist. And if I forget about them, doesn't that mean they will one day forget about me?
I don't want to be forgotten anymore.
However- A person can't live in a dream forever. No matter what happens here... things must move forward. It is impossible to run away forever, to pretend and hide yourself away from the truth. It doesn't solve anything. That's why...
I have to get away from that man. I have to find Shion. But where do I start looking? Where could he be? How do I even get away in the first place? And then, after I find him... Even though it's been years since we've seen Mama, she would still want to take care of us. She's our mother. Of course she will-- she has to.
Where else could we go?
And if that doesn't work out, I'm sure I could take care of the both of us. I could definitely get a job, and I know Shion would help all he can. As long as the two of us are together, everything will be okay. Anyways, I'm sure Mama would want us. I'm just being silly, aren't I?
I'm not afraid. I'm not scared of that man or those people. The future doesn't frighten me.
I think I am; a little bit.
[ / end audio ]
Excuse me- I have a few questions. Proper questions this time, if any of you wouldn't mind answering?
To anyone who has left the City, have any of you been able to bring things back from the City?
And... just because a person hasn't seen you in a long time, that doesn't mean they don't like you. If it's someone you love, someone who you know loved you- being far apart for along time doesn't change anything. Right?
[ooc: Affected by No Inner Monologue Curse. ALSO I apologize for the constant baaaaaaw with her-- it's canon and fitting since she will be getting an update soon. So, yes. Thank you. ♥ ;3; ]