Oct 27, 2005 16:04
Goddammit, I have been bounced from my host family`s house. Ok, not kicked out. This morning my host mother informed me that her mother is in the hospital and she has to go to Sendai to take care of her so I have to move to a new house. Sendai is about 6 hours by car from Tokyo. I know that it wasn`t anything that I did, but it was a very unpleasant surprise. I have to leave in two weeks and have to move to a new house, get used to a new family and my whole commuting route will be changed. I hate moving. I moved like 50 fucking times this summer. and I hate having to get used to families.
I`ve been so stressed about my life and my future lately and I really didn`t need this.
I`ve just been really homesick lately and confused about everything. and I caught a cold yesterday so my big night plans for sat may not happen because I feel like shit.
I actually only have less than two months left here, and I am for sure not very far on my senior project, and I have no plans for next year and I have not applied for JET or anything. and I am lonely. why doesn`t anyone call me? bastards!
meh, I just feel shitty and whiny.
and my head feels giant, so so giant!
Happy Birtday Selene, I loooooooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you! Rovvvvvvvvvvvvvve you!