oh coffee
i feel so empty. oh emptiness.
at least i have a hot formal date, yeah Christina, we're gonna turn the place inside out!
this week has been so ridiculous and its all spinning, and awful, and i don't ever want to fall in love, but i want it desparately.
I'm starting to forget the reasons for why i do some of the things i do, and i just feel so lost right now and i just want to go away until i gain perspective and my sense of self.
and maybe i should just spend my time at Downer with Kelly, Nissa, Sara, and Christina because that's the only time that I actually feel whole and happy anymore lately.
I miss Selene, and Iris and James. Wherever you guys are right now, I hope you're doing well. cuz if you aren't............... I don't think I've ever really loved anyone like i love you guys.
at least i have a hot formal date, yeah Christina, we're gonna turn the place inside out!
this week has been so ridiculous and its all spinning, and awful, and i don't ever want to fall in love, but i want it desparately.
I'm starting to forget the reasons for why i do some of the things i do, and i just feel so lost right now and i just want to go away until i gain perspective and my sense of self.
and maybe i should just spend my time at Downer with Kelly, Nissa, Sara, and Christina because that's the only time that I actually feel whole and happy anymore lately.
I miss Selene, and Iris and James. Wherever you guys are right now, I hope you're doing well. cuz if you aren't............... I don't think I've ever really loved anyone like i love you guys.