21/17 Days
THREE DAYS, FUCK, GET ME THE HELL OUT OF THIS SCHOOL NAO PLZKTHNX.
...But seriously.
I have two SACs left for this term - PE on Thursday, and Psych on Friday. I have my interview for the coaching position on Thursday morning as well. I will have a SAC for Chem next term, and it will be the very last one ever, and all I've got from here on in is exam prep.
...Fuck I'm scared that I'm going to screw up.
Not even in the "Hahaha, I'm going to fail" way that maybe half of the 300 girls in my year claim, but the, "Oh my fucking god, I am going to fail" way where I AM NOT KIDDING.
I can't afford not to pass this year. I can't do Year 12 again, I can't. I swear to whatever is out there that I will fucking kill myself before I repeat Year 12. I can't do this year again.
...now I'm being silly. I'll do average at least - even if I only get in the 70s for my ENTER score, I have universities that will accept that kind of score, though I should do better in Psych, so, I should get at least a low 80, and that will get me into Applied Psych at RMIT, and I really do want that course, so...
But hell, I'm just so close to the end of high school. I can almost taste the freedom. *sighs* Right after exams, I'll be looking for a job to earn some money; Goddess willing, I'll be able to get something, and I'll work and train over the summer, and try and keep myself from stressing over the ENTER score and courses. And of course, earning money. Soundwave tickets aren't going to be cheap, especially cos I missed out on Early Bird tickets and will have to try and get General Admission, and they're more expensive. But dammit, I will not miss AFI at Soundwave. I refuse. I swear they should be headlining Soundwave, but, they have Jane's Addiction, MCR and Faith No More headlining. Honestly, Jane's Addiction and Faith No More only just recently got back together after breaking up in like, the 90s. WHY ARE THEY HEADLINING? I don't understand. AFI IS RELEASING CRASH LOVE IN AUSTRALIA IN 17 DAYS, AND IT IS GOING TO BE AMAZING.
...I can't wait until AFI tour Crash Love in Australia. And they will, I have no doubt about that.
Anyway. For the moment, I'm stuck in the stormy early spring weather with a lot of studying to do.
...But seriously.
I have two SACs left for this term - PE on Thursday, and Psych on Friday. I have my interview for the coaching position on Thursday morning as well. I will have a SAC for Chem next term, and it will be the very last one ever, and all I've got from here on in is exam prep.
...Fuck I'm scared that I'm going to screw up.
Not even in the "Hahaha, I'm going to fail" way that maybe half of the 300 girls in my year claim, but the, "Oh my fucking god, I am going to fail" way where I AM NOT KIDDING.
I can't afford not to pass this year. I can't do Year 12 again, I can't. I swear to whatever is out there that I will fucking kill myself before I repeat Year 12. I can't do this year again.
...now I'm being silly. I'll do average at least - even if I only get in the 70s for my ENTER score, I have universities that will accept that kind of score, though I should do better in Psych, so, I should get at least a low 80, and that will get me into Applied Psych at RMIT, and I really do want that course, so...
But hell, I'm just so close to the end of high school. I can almost taste the freedom. *sighs* Right after exams, I'll be looking for a job to earn some money; Goddess willing, I'll be able to get something, and I'll work and train over the summer, and try and keep myself from stressing over the ENTER score and courses. And of course, earning money. Soundwave tickets aren't going to be cheap, especially cos I missed out on Early Bird tickets and will have to try and get General Admission, and they're more expensive. But dammit, I will not miss AFI at Soundwave. I refuse. I swear they should be headlining Soundwave, but, they have Jane's Addiction, MCR and Faith No More headlining. Honestly, Jane's Addiction and Faith No More only just recently got back together after breaking up in like, the 90s. WHY ARE THEY HEADLINING? I don't understand. AFI IS RELEASING CRASH LOVE IN AUSTRALIA IN 17 DAYS, AND IT IS GOING TO BE AMAZING.
...I can't wait until AFI tour Crash Love in Australia. And they will, I have no doubt about that.
Anyway. For the moment, I'm stuck in the stormy early spring weather with a lot of studying to do.