I actually have something that isn't bitching to say. Go figure.
So, day one of FF.Net abandonment is halfway done. It's pretty cool, Faith and I emailed during recess, and I spent most of lunchtime writing my Chem prac. Missed house soccer, but I've been feeling sick (I'm assuming it's from the Magnesium Oxide fumes), so maybe it was better this way.
I started my meditations last night. I should remember not to listen to insanely loud music before I do it tonight, because the ringing noise in my ears was a little disconcerting. >.>
But yeah, my meditations have been going well. ^_^ I quite enjoy it actually, just having the quiet, peaceful time to myself.
I've made a few new friends at my new LJ community. I had a nice chat to, I think her name was moonwolf, about meditation. She was trying to reach the source of my sudden anger spurts. XP
I didn't really like talking about it. But whatevs. She diagnosed me as a 'baby empath', so that's kinda cool. I might make an avi with that on it. :) That sounds like fun.
Or maybe I'll ask Faith to do it. >.> She won't fuck it up like I probs would. XDD
I'm in love with the song Follow Me by Breaking Benjamin. And So Cold is good too. Actually, Breaking Benjamin just rocks. XDD I love the guitars. I've always been big on the guitars. Part of the reason I prefer rock/alternative music, they're heavy on the guitar.
It's only now that I realise that I haven't listened to Skillet on my iPod for 2 days. Wow... that's gotta be some kind of record for me! XDD
Anyway, I'm missing the FP a little right now. But I'm too stubborn to go back until I finish what I set out to do, and that was to take a break from FF.Net. I don't mind it too much, just right now when I'm insanely bored. I could potentially see myself not going back... ever. Maybe that would be better for everyone.
Ack! NO MORE MOPING FOR CASS. XDD
Oh! Sooner or Later is a good song. Yes, it's Breaking Benjamin. XP
I think I may be getting sick. Or, well, as sick as I get, which really isn't that sick. I've got this goddamned runny nose and a killer headache. I think the nauseousness is from the fumes in Chem, but if it isn't, I'm queasy as well. Of course, I'm never sick enough to take a day off school. My damn immune system works too bloody well.
Though I really shouldn't complain... no, I shouldn't fucking complain at all. Especially with my friend as sick as she is at the moment. Though she was at school today! ^_^ That made me really happy, to see her.
But yeah. I miss her lots, and all my prayers are with her. I hope things get better for her. *huggles for RL friend*