Tiiiieeeeeeerrrrdddddd... -_-
Yeah. I'm tired, I need to finish re-reading Macbeth and Antigone tonight, and I'm aiming to write about another 1,300 words for my NaNo tonight, and still get up at 6:20am tomorrow morning. And I got up at 5am this morning. I think I'm officially insane. -_-
I'm really starting to freak out about exams. I have my first one in two days, and I'm so fucking scared. And, I'm so not ready for the Methods exam, I'm really, really not. I just... :/ *stress*
So, yes... *sigh* I don't know. I really just don't. I had a whole lot more support with exams last time around, and I feel so... scared. Terrified. I just... I... I don't know if I can do this. The pressure is on to excel, it really is, and I'm afraid to fall short of the mark, and have my mum tell me I'm worthless and stupid and I'm better than this and if I'd studied harder I would have done better.
I guess... I'm more afraid of not meeting the expectations than I am of the actual exam.
Anyway, I have things to do and finish.
I'm really starting to freak out about exams. I have my first one in two days, and I'm so fucking scared. And, I'm so not ready for the Methods exam, I'm really, really not. I just... :/ *stress*
So, yes... *sigh* I don't know. I really just don't. I had a whole lot more support with exams last time around, and I feel so... scared. Terrified. I just... I... I don't know if I can do this. The pressure is on to excel, it really is, and I'm afraid to fall short of the mark, and have my mum tell me I'm worthless and stupid and I'm better than this and if I'd studied harder I would have done better.
I guess... I'm more afraid of not meeting the expectations than I am of the actual exam.
Anyway, I have things to do and finish.