Mar 10, 2008 00:43
There are so many things I want to tell you because I feel like youd be the only one that could relate or have any sense of real appreciation or maybe just laugh. It boils down to making you laugh, typical
In essence, I want show n tell time, but i only get to talk about the things i wanna talk about..which was always part of the problem now that i think about it.
We spent almost a whole year together...thats a whole lotta days and nights and afternoons.
A lot of movies and snackin and sexin and laughing and fighting and stuff. mmmm..stuff.
but we dont talk, not like that. I dont want to talk to you like that..not then, not now...honestly, not ever.
You were never cool enough for me...thats the only word that seems fitting. You werent "down" or " "chill"..you couldnt " roll with the crazy" or " cut loose" ..and god bless you for it.
Youre focused and driven . Smart on your better days. You are you.
And please believe that i dont mean to be mean or offend ..but its my truth.
The only one I have the right to express.