Sep 04, 2006 13:35
Last night was a total bust. Actually, the more i think about it, my entire weekend was a bust. I barely went out ..and i cried. Yes, i cried. I cried because i felt lonely and i missed the good ol' days ..when friends were abundant.
The days when there was always someone to call and be like " hey, what are WE doing tonight"
My only solace is my peace of mind. I now have total peace of mind whereas before there was always some kind of drama going on. Hanging out with 5 girls isnt always the easiest thing to do.
These days, yes i must admit..im kinda bored and my social life has suffered ..but it isnt worth being stressed all the time. Atleast, i hope so..
Tomorrow..back to school. Feels like i havent gone to class in forever. Inbetween the hurricane fiasco and classes being cancelled for labor day..it feels like im on break.
As far as today is concerned, im hopeful..i woke up at a relatively decent hour and i think i might go for a run. Its the one thing that i can always count on to make me feel better. The hard part is getting my ass off the sofa and putting on my sneakers..once thats accomplished its all fun and games.
On a completely different note, steve erwin aka the crocodile hunter died. He got stung by a sting ray in the chest. Atleast he died doing what he loved most.
Erik is totally sad about it . Steve Erwin was the shit to him .