life goes on..
Well since the last time i updated.. not THAT much has happend but a few things have.. 2 of my wisdom teeth were removed, and i closed at wendy's last night for the first time.. got home at like 4 am.. but none of that is important.. the real great thing is ignorance.. because during my break time i was just sitting in the dining area minding my buisness, although i couldn't help but over hear loud ppl in their conversations.. and what i heard was nothing short of astonishing.. a few teens, maybe between the ages of 15 and 17, were sitting around playing around with the garfield glasses that came in a wendys kids meal.. and one gurl says .. 'they does not fit me haha' and apperantly that was a joke becasue they all laughed for no shorter than 15 minutes.. at this my mind was blown.. i couldn't believe it.. when u see something like this your so terribly conflicted.. 'do i pity them?!' or.. 'do i envy them?!' the bliss of their ignorance was almost too much to bare.. the realization that, in their meaningless lives they found satisfaction and yet no matter how much meaning i seeked i'd never be satisfied, this realization broke my spirit.. there is no hope.. for, ALL from the ignorant who know nothing of their life's demise, to the 'gifted' or even the 'genius' who are aware and yet can do nothing.. no one can be saved and so i ask, what is better.. ? Not being aware, and therefore not existing, but as a product of your surroundings..? or.. Being aware, and therefore existing through your choices but confined to your fate..? Life's puzzle is one where every piece is part of a seperate puzzle and so when they come together they make something that couldn't previously be imagined..