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I gotta stop this, it's pathetic. Please stop tears. I feel like I've lost a best friend. There are very few people that I have trusted with all my secrets. In fact I think he was the only one. Especially since all my friends went to college, I can't remember talking to anybody that deeply. I just want to be with him, to be happy again, I need somebody to talk to, but the one person I did barely acknowledges me anymore. What do I do now? I don't want to move on. I think he likes this other girl, one of my good friends. Why does that suprise me? I know I'm far from the prettiest, but this would be the second time. Please I just want a second chance. I don't even know what I did. I'm desperate, and I admit it!