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Asif my world wasn't confusing enough. I feel nothing for Jordan. And my feelings are not towards Jim for once. Instead they are for Trevor, the 17 year old half brother of my best friend. The other day i was talking online with Francessa and we had the most interesting conversation. Somehow we brought Trevor into the conversation and she mentioned the fact that i said he was "hot." Well... soon enough she began telling me about what they had been talking about earlier. She kept saying that he said i was hot and cool too and even mentioned that he said if he wasn't still going out with Jessica he might hook up with me. Didn't believe a word of it. Later that night he bagan talking to me on Yahoo. Here is what had happened:
Eminem_wannabe2005: francessa told me you think i'm hot.
Psychotic_blonde03: ::whistles::
Eminem_wannabe2005: is it true
Eminem_wannabe2005: ?
Psychotic_blonde03: ::whistles faster::
Eminem_wannabe2005: I'll take that as a yes
Psychotic_blonde03: maybe
Eminem_wannabe2005: Well i think the same
Psychotic_blonde03: You think you're hot?
Psychotic_blonde03: Narcisist
Eminem_wannabe2005: No, i think your hot
It goes on a while longer. The rest is mostly us telling each other how dumb we feel for not acting on our feelings and talking about the dual temptation to begin making out beneath the raft in the pool. He kept teling me how badly he wanted to "just pull me close and kiss me." I found it very flatering and am sure i was blushing the entire time. Last night he came on for a second just to say hi to me. He also virtually game me a flower and kiss. He said i was worth it. Its amazing how he can make me feel... like i'm more than i ever was. I dont think i've ever gotten that feeling from Jordan. So i'm lost in that little fantasy about when i finally go home and see him again. Other than that Coach Nault has been a slave driver lately. Louder! Shaper! More enthusiastic! You're late! Run laps! When KK was giving me a ride home yesterday we started comenting on how We had to run laps if we were late but she was always late and would never be punished. I'd like to see her run a little in her fancy designer clothes. Well I've gota go. Enjoy the hell that is earth.
Eminem_wannabe2005: francessa told me you think i'm hot.
Psychotic_blonde03: ::whistles::
Eminem_wannabe2005: is it true
Eminem_wannabe2005: ?
Psychotic_blonde03: ::whistles faster::
Eminem_wannabe2005: I'll take that as a yes
Psychotic_blonde03: maybe
Eminem_wannabe2005: Well i think the same
Psychotic_blonde03: You think you're hot?
Psychotic_blonde03: Narcisist
Eminem_wannabe2005: No, i think your hot
It goes on a while longer. The rest is mostly us telling each other how dumb we feel for not acting on our feelings and talking about the dual temptation to begin making out beneath the raft in the pool. He kept teling me how badly he wanted to "just pull me close and kiss me." I found it very flatering and am sure i was blushing the entire time. Last night he came on for a second just to say hi to me. He also virtually game me a flower and kiss. He said i was worth it. Its amazing how he can make me feel... like i'm more than i ever was. I dont think i've ever gotten that feeling from Jordan. So i'm lost in that little fantasy about when i finally go home and see him again. Other than that Coach Nault has been a slave driver lately. Louder! Shaper! More enthusiastic! You're late! Run laps! When KK was giving me a ride home yesterday we started comenting on how We had to run laps if we were late but she was always late and would never be punished. I'd like to see her run a little in her fancy designer clothes. Well I've gota go. Enjoy the hell that is earth.