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im crying my eyes out. its 3am. everyones sleeping. and it hurts so bad. why can't people realize whats right in front of their face. what they could have. but what the settle for. the pain they cause other people. cause right now im heartbroken. crying my eyes out over someone who really caused every single problem he has. and could turn it all around in the beat of my heart.
this week has been the worst week of the summer. its been the first week i;ve really had guys in my life. and though that isnt really what im crying over. its an issue as well. and i am venting. i'll always want better. i'll always attempt to settle for what i dont want to try and make someone happy.
i'll always want paris