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I really should wait until the day ends before posting. Multiple posts only emphasizes my lack of anything interesting to do.
Which brings me to the whole reason why I am posting:
I painted fervently and with dedication tonight for the first time in quite awhile. Probably over a year or so. I am on the edge of completing a project that began over two years ago. Ariel and I chatted, she gave her opinion (which was greatly appreciated- she saved me from making a horrible mistake) and we discussed church and God and Jesus. The painting is almost finished, I have a couple things left to complete. I am happy :)
I am also worried about unemployment. :/
I wish things would just come together the way I need them to. I know it's not about me, it's about the world and the plan set in motion for the world and I am just a small portion. But. Seriously. Ijustdontknowanymore. Yeah yeah, I need to quit whining and just be patient.
Bah.
Which brings me to the whole reason why I am posting:
I painted fervently and with dedication tonight for the first time in quite awhile. Probably over a year or so. I am on the edge of completing a project that began over two years ago. Ariel and I chatted, she gave her opinion (which was greatly appreciated- she saved me from making a horrible mistake) and we discussed church and God and Jesus. The painting is almost finished, I have a couple things left to complete. I am happy :)
I am also worried about unemployment. :/
I wish things would just come together the way I need them to. I know it's not about me, it's about the world and the plan set in motion for the world and I am just a small portion. But. Seriously. Ijustdontknowanymore. Yeah yeah, I need to quit whining and just be patient.
Bah.