Laughing in the library
is apparently looked down upon... weird.
Anyway, I finished high-school this afternoon. Epic.
What makes it even better is that I totally cheated on my last day, which in our program is essentially impossible, and got 100%, which means I went out with quite a bang.
It's weird for me because I didn't go to school so I don't have that sadness about it being over- instead I just have to wonderful feeling or relief and "fuck yah!!" because 4 years of work is a long time, and a lot of work, and now it's done. For me that fear and sadness is coming from having to let go of my core-group and in time, friends who are going far away to college. I am in total denial of how far away New York is AJ. As far as I'm concerned, it's actually just like half an hour away, and I will still see you at least once a week.
In true Anastasia spirit, I procrastinated and almost didn't get it done until the last minute, but then found a way out. YES. I love moments where I do something so "me" because it reminds me of who I am, and that I haven't lost that.
Lately, instead of living my life, I feel like I've been watching a movie about it.
Anyway, I finished high-school this afternoon. Epic.
What makes it even better is that I totally cheated on my last day, which in our program is essentially impossible, and got 100%, which means I went out with quite a bang.
It's weird for me because I didn't go to school so I don't have that sadness about it being over- instead I just have to wonderful feeling or relief and "fuck yah!!" because 4 years of work is a long time, and a lot of work, and now it's done. For me that fear and sadness is coming from having to let go of my core-group and in time, friends who are going far away to college. I am in total denial of how far away New York is AJ. As far as I'm concerned, it's actually just like half an hour away, and I will still see you at least once a week.
In true Anastasia spirit, I procrastinated and almost didn't get it done until the last minute, but then found a way out. YES. I love moments where I do something so "me" because it reminds me of who I am, and that I haven't lost that.
Lately, instead of living my life, I feel like I've been watching a movie about it.