And besides, i always did like fireworks... ;-)
Despite being oddly tired for the first half of it, today has been a very good day. ^_^
Ordinarily i'd be rushing to do things or straining to see what happens or filling myself up with *things* every second available. Would be stressing myself out without needing to or even fully realising it, taking things terribly out of preportion, making assumptions, thinking about things far too much while practically considering them far too little; but today has been a good day, and, for once, i'm content just to let things rest. No need to dig them all out of their graves, no need to worry this second when tomorrow morning everything's going to be much clearer. No need to reasure myself that i'm getting somewhere by filling my time with multitasking strenuous nonesense. Right now, i'm not doing anything.
There are guitars to play if i feel like, art to finish if i want, but none of those are screaming for my attention this moment. There are books to read, and air conditioning, and the most wonderful couch and comfy chair in the world, and for once, dangblastit, i'm not going to think about anything.
(...check with me tomorrow. i'll tell you how long *that* lasts. ^_^)
Ordinarily i'd be rushing to do things or straining to see what happens or filling myself up with *things* every second available. Would be stressing myself out without needing to or even fully realising it, taking things terribly out of preportion, making assumptions, thinking about things far too much while practically considering them far too little; but today has been a good day, and, for once, i'm content just to let things rest. No need to dig them all out of their graves, no need to worry this second when tomorrow morning everything's going to be much clearer. No need to reasure myself that i'm getting somewhere by filling my time with multitasking strenuous nonesense. Right now, i'm not doing anything.
There are guitars to play if i feel like, art to finish if i want, but none of those are screaming for my attention this moment. There are books to read, and air conditioning, and the most wonderful couch and comfy chair in the world, and for once, dangblastit, i'm not going to think about anything.
(...check with me tomorrow. i'll tell you how long *that* lasts. ^_^)