Notes
quickly, because i'm not in the mood to be spending time on this kind of thing.
-steph & chels, let me know if you guys are available at all this week to help out addressing invitations for the shower.
-full-time position (training supervisor) opened up at borders. Don't think I am technically ready for it, but I think i'm going to throw in an application anyway, just for the heck of it? I'd like to, it's a position i'd actually like to have, but I think I need some reassurance on that front, even though nothing bad can really come of it? It would have been great if this position opened up a few months later, say after I had a chance to prove myself more and become more integrated into the system, but then- i have worked here for six months now, do have prior experience, maybe it's not as much of a fluke as I'm making it out to be. There are similiar positions open in one of the other nearby stores, too. I find myself wondering about them, maybe more than I should, and always with generally questionable results.
-i think my own insecurity will ruin me.
-I hate uncertainty. I really do. Things going wrong, I can handle. However fine everything is right now, we're still stuck in limbo, and I think it's really eating at me. i just don't have a clue what's going on...