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Aug 12, 2008 00:03

Title: Letters of broken hearts
Author: sanshinyia
Pairing: Akame, Pin
Rating: G
Genre: Angsty
Summary: Kame and Jin write letters to each other after many, many years.
Disclaimer: They are not mine, this material is purely fictional.
Author notes:  So… I was in bad mood and I just began to write something and the beginning just came from somewhere to the paper. :D  With little changes it became this.

Jin...

When it was just you and me, I was very happy. I thought that I was the luckiest person in this world when I had you beside me. But when two turned into a three my world literally collapsed. I was devastated, and my heart had broken into millions of pieces. Do you know why? Because I loved you. Because I wanted to be the only one you truly loved. Because I wanted to be the only one you wanted to see in the mornings as you woke up. That’s why.

I thought that I would get over you and that time would heal. How naïve I was thinking like that. No, I haven’t gotten over you, and time hasn’t still healed my wounds deep in my soul. Time hasn’t changed anything. I still miss you and want you to hold me and never let go. And what’s most important, I still love you with my whole broken heart.  I still don’t have all the pieces, but that doesn’t matter at all, it won’t change how my heart feels.

Though I still haven’t completely forgiven you either I still want you to contact me… I mean if you want. You don’t have to. I would just like to know how you life is going. What’s going on with your personal life and how are you doing generally. I’ll be waiting your contact for week. If you don’t contact me I won’t bother you anymore…

Yours, Kazuya.

~~

Hi Kame.

It’s been a long time since we spoke or saw each other. I wanted to know how you’re doing, since… Well, once we were lovers and best friends.  But nowadays we don’t even know if we are alive. It’s sort of frustrating. Especially when I think of you almost every day.

I know I hurt you badly, never mind if it wasn’t on purpose, I still did. And if there’s something what I’ve learned that’s that if I still say that there was nothing between me and Yamapi, you will get mad at me again. No matter if it was true or not. But since it’s really bothering me, I still say it to you. There was nothing more than friendship between me and him. I don’t want you to think that there was something more. And why is that? I still love you. I always have and probably always will. Who knows.

I don’t know if you want to know about my life, but I would like to hear from you. Like, what’s going on with your life and is everything okay… Please at least say it straight to me that you don’t want to hear about me ever again.

I still love you.

Yours, Jin.

~~

So, it's short and it's rather angsty, but there it is. It’s like I can write only when I’m feeling depressed or when I’m in a bad mood. >.> Never mind, just tell me what you’re thinking, and it’s going to be really appreciated! :DD

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