Sakumoto: Of Dreams And Reality

Oct 26, 2010 01:38

Title: Of Dreams And Reality
Pairing: Sakurai Sho x Matsumoto Jun
Rating: G
Genre: fluff
Warnings: none.
Author notes: I'm lost with the title.x.x; This was inspired by Aerosmith's song I Don't Want to Miss a Thing.

Summary:
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

A/N: The beginning is in Sho's pov. There are changes in the middle but they should be clear.

It is really late.

The clock on the window of a passing supermarket tells me it is already several hours past midnight and that is exactly how my body feels like. The weariness that has long ago settled into my muscles is slowly seeping even into my bones, making me want to fall asleep right here with my head settled uncomfortably against the window of the van finally taking me home.

Just for a moment.

Just for a moment I close my eyes. Just for a moment I let my thoughts wander away, letting a welcomed nothingness fill my head. Just for a moment I fall into a slumber…

And we are there. The car pulls to a stop suddenly, making my head nod forward waking me up to my manager looking at me, smiling from the front seat. I smile back at him, gather my stuff and thank for the ride as I always do, climbing out of the car while bidding good nights.

-

The ride in the elevator seems to last for forever, never quite reaching my floor despite that the numbers on the display keep on getting bigger. Have I even chosen the right floor?

A ping and the doors in front of me open to reveal the familiar corridor. Yes, I chose the right floor.

Stepping out from the elevator I stumble a little bit as my feet seem to have fallen asleep. In way or another, however, I manage to make my way to the door I am aiming for. One more struggle with the keys, one more stumble over the doorstep and I'm home.

I am too tired to hang my jacket properly so I just neatly lay it down on a chair on my way to bedroom. The tie around my neck is already loosened up but I loosen the knot a little bit more before pulling it completely off, dropping it, carelessly this time, to the same chair as my jacket while already working on the buttons of my shirt.

I have not lit any lights in the apartment and after reaching the bedroom I still do not, not wanting to wake up the sleeping figure in the bed. And also because I do not wish to run around turning them off when I could just simply dive into the bed. That decision turns against me however, as I hit my precious little toe to something hard. Hissing in pain I try to get my balance back, hopping around as quietly as I can. I sit down onto the edge of the bed, rubbing on my toe and cursing silently in my head.

Finally the ache subsides and I finish undressing, leaving my shirt, pants and socks into a pile I know I will hear of in the morning but right now I cannot bring myself to care enough about it. Sighing in contentment I slip under the covers devouring the cool feeling of the soft bed sheets against my bare skin. In the dark I make my way to the other body, pressing against the warm back, wrapping my arms around the slim waist and inhaling the sweet scent of his neck I fall asleep right away, his steady breathing as my lullaby.

★ ★ ★

Slowly I stir awake, feeling a weigh on my side that definitely was not there when I went to sleep. My eyes quickly open up and I am this close to panicking before I recognise the arms around me and hear the familiar, soft snore from behind. Immediately it makes me relax and a smile makes its way to my lips, making them stretch sleepily, but happily nevertheless.

Usually we are neither the ones to cuddle together during the night but it has become a habit to sleep close after either one of us has been away for work or something else. You have to make up for the days you were separated after all. We are both grown up men. One would think we will not miss each other after being apart for few days but the truth is that we do, as corny as it may sound.

Carefully I turn around in his embrace, turning to face him, to take a look at his sleeping face. He does not stir even the slightest bit even though I wiggle in his embrace.

And my heart goes wild before it melts completely.

There is a small, content smile on his lips, a similar one to one that is on mine, and I cannot resist an urge to trace a finger along the line of his lower lip. He still continues to sleep soundly, completely unaware of the world around him, unaware of how cute he is when sleeping, unaware of the effect he has on me.

I love you. I love you so much it hurts. …and you know, you are the only one who has ever made me this corny.

I continue to disturb his well deserved sleep by swiping a strand of black hair gently away from his face. At first I did not like the change in his hair and I missed the brown, soft looking locks a lot. Now that I am getting used to this new look I have to admit that it is not that bad. It is actually quite refreshing in its unruliness.

He grunts in his sleep as my finger ghosts on his cheek and he turns to sleep on his back, unconsciously pulling me with him, closer. I go with it, settling my head against his bare chest, listening to his heart beating steadily. The firm beat coming from beneath makes my mind go drowsy again, a rush of tiredness washing over me as I close my eyes.

Kissing the bare skin of his chest I draw in a deep breath and get ready for sleep to claim over me, ready for it take me to a dreamland far away from here, maybe even to a same dream he is in.

I love you Sakurai Sho.

★★★

The morning arrives silently, the rays of sun craftily make their way even through the smallest gaps and into the room lighting it up with a gentle glow.

There are two bodies tangled together on the bed, both of the persons sleeping soundly, completely unaware of everything, content smiles on their lips.

Soon they will wake up to a new day together, new day filled with work, new day to entertain others. But not yet is a time for that.

For now, let them sleep.

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I CRAVE FOR SOME ÜBER SWEET FLUFF THAT WILL MAKE YOUR TEETH ROT AND FALL OFF THE MOMENT YOU ARE FINISHED WITH THE FIRST SENTENCE.x.x Anyone, write me that and I'll worship you for forever~ 8D
With this one I was so confused and lost with commas, probably at least half of them are at wrong places or unnecessary but I think the text is understandable nevertheless. It would be so easy to just stuff them where they would be in my mother tongue :D

! public, → fan fiction

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