The Crafty Ruth Says: "Fuck You 2004!"

Jan 01, 2005 17:24

My attempt to be alone, drunk and miserable on new years worked!. I never understood the point of new years, people go to these great extremes to have a good time, and when they don't they seem to think the're losers, get depressed and at times suicidal (need I mention the number of suicides increase over the silly season?). To me new years is about reflection. Of course me reflecting over last year inevitably leads to me being depressed. I also blame restina (sp?) I don't recommend this drink.
On New Years Eve, Leon, Eric and James showed up and yet again tried to convince me to join them in Whangamata (ugh!), I declined. Then Elly bitched about her being the only girl and sober driver amongst a bunch of cliquey jocks (and her boyfriend). For wee while I contemplated coming along to keep Elly company and to ruin the jocks "street cred'", he he some things NEVER change.
My Dad informed me that his friends will be coming over for a New Years dinner. So I locked myself in my room and informed him that I didn't want to see anybody. A brief moment of teenage angst, and I attended the dinner party. At 11 Dad's friends had to leave due to cranky kids. So Me and dad polished off the wine. Iggy and the Stooges saw us into 2005. When the clock struck 12 I started screaming "fuck you 2004 you've been such a shitty fucking year". Stayed up for a while longer, drunk some more.....um.....um....
Talk to my dog about my New Years resolutions. Woke up at 4 am due to the return of Elly and Reuben, accommodation troubles in Taupo I think.
So that was my New Years.
My resolution for 05 is motivation, its something I sadly lack. So far its not working I'm still in my Pjs.
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