Jul 01, 2007 05:20
Home safe
alone
thank god.
no one here.
seriously nice feeling.
came home happy, alone, with the sun coming up.
listened to guster after parting ways with tynan and alex on their way further into brooklyn, and the music really showed me how high and mighty i was starting to feel
yes, i feel high and mighty--
that though this up coming week, as i make desicions, feel out my own choices and make hard ones for my own health-- i will know i did it for me- i will know i am going to be ok and wont need to...well...be unhealthy- unlike others. did you see that!? high and fucking mighty
i like this
BECAUSE I DID IT FOR ME.
(place ani lyric here- wait, no, you have to be sick of that by now-- kat would get it)
(read Guster- think sarcasm)Guster - Happier Lyrics
Say goodbye, lose your friends, make them go, don't need them around
Cause it's time, lose your friends, make them go, was never supposed to be like this
They were too weak, too prone to break
Their needs too deep, their skin too thin
By now you took what was to take
Tear it apart and start again
So go on, if this will make you happier
It got you this far, did what you had to
You've wasted every moment of your Saturdays and your Sundays
You're wasted from the boredom, was never supposed to be like this
Like your father said, just do what was done unto you..always
In your father's steps you'll do what was done unto you
It won't be hard to start again
So go on, if this will make you happier
It got you this far, do what you have to
(Well you knew this would come)
And you're gone now
(And you've left me all alone) (thank fucking god)
And did it make you happier?
(And you're lost and long gone, don't take it so seriously)
It wasn't that hard
(Go on and get goin, I'm fine on my own)
Did what you had to
(We got you this far, finally got it figured out)
One more itch you son of a bitch
You've been wasting my time...always
And now you're half awake
You bend till you break
And make the same mistakes...always
So go on, if this will make you happier
It got you this far, do what you have to
(Well you knew this would come)
And you're gone now
(And you've left me all alone)
And did it make you happier?
(And you're lost and long gone, don't take it so seriously)
It wasn't that hard
(Go on and get goin, I'm fine on my own)
Did what you had to
(We got you this far, finally got it figured out)
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Guster - Two Points For Honesty Lyrics
If that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time
You've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind
Two points for honesty
It must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all ...
...
...It must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all
Nobody cares at all
They never care at all
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and, yet, i am the asshole who still has someone to think about...but at least i tell the truth (for the most part, if i knew what it was....sigh)
two points for honesty, at least here.