Life as it is.
I wonder if it makes me a bad person to -want- to act snide to someone and their situation even if I don't know all the facts. I wonder if it is even acting snide... perhaps its just the feeling you get when your laughing at someone who you wanted to fail and ended up getting your wish because they hurt you in the past. Maybe its that feeling or its just the instinct for revenge people get. Whatever the case, to think mean things about someone who may not deserve it, is it a bad thing, or am I just annoyed with how they are handling themselves. Bleh, my brain is doing wierd things at the moment but no one should really worry about it, nothing is wrong I am just speculating about myself in relation to no one but my own past. Not that the past matters anymore I am just a tad curious about my actions over the last couple years. Anyways...
I think I will start keeping a steading journal before school starts at college so people can keep update with everything that is going on, not that it matters to much but just so you know. This weekend is Gerg's going away party and then that sunday and monday is my Faset up at Tech, then two days later I leave for florida till the next tuesday. Then around that time I have another doctors appointment and whatnot and after that its just work and preparing for school. Oi oi. I won't be available after 18 to go to anyones house sorry. So make plans now if you care to steal me away for any long amount of time. We can have a "OMGSEX Cameron is leaving us for a short while!!!" Shindig yano. Well that is all I really have to say for now about the future.
Today was an alright day, it started out with massive headaches and stomach aches which eventually progressed into tremors in my hands and arms and a dizziness and light feeling in my head which all disappated around 2:30 this afternoon just about an hour and a half before I left work. My attitude has been a cheerful somber disposition and I am slightly more talkative than normal. Nothing to strange.
Ciao for now.
I think I will start keeping a steading journal before school starts at college so people can keep update with everything that is going on, not that it matters to much but just so you know. This weekend is Gerg's going away party and then that sunday and monday is my Faset up at Tech, then two days later I leave for florida till the next tuesday. Then around that time I have another doctors appointment and whatnot and after that its just work and preparing for school. Oi oi. I won't be available after 18 to go to anyones house sorry. So make plans now if you care to steal me away for any long amount of time. We can have a "OMGSEX Cameron is leaving us for a short while!!!" Shindig yano. Well that is all I really have to say for now about the future.
Today was an alright day, it started out with massive headaches and stomach aches which eventually progressed into tremors in my hands and arms and a dizziness and light feeling in my head which all disappated around 2:30 this afternoon just about an hour and a half before I left work. My attitude has been a cheerful somber disposition and I am slightly more talkative than normal. Nothing to strange.
Ciao for now.