for every girl who/has ever been b lu e

[sans_sommet]

i'd like to cover yr entire body in orange &yellow highlighter.
pay special attention to; give more thought to; think further about;
one finger two fingers three fingers curved towards myself
beckoning, a reminder, this time last year this time two years back.
there is you, succint &animated,
me a blood stain on a sheet of cement wall, pressing myself into the only corner i can reach.
&here today/now i am moaning or maybe humming
forgive them father for they know not what they do,
forgive myself for the haste of insisting i need you/
i guess
i miss the taste of vomit in my mouth.