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[sans_am0ur]

Im so sick of this place.
I just need to be loved.

I barely say anything to Erics dad since he speaks spanish
and I have no idea what I should talk about
so everytime I go to the kitchen and he's there its awkward
I feel like I should talk
but what am I supposed to say???

then his mom is constantly critisizing how I want to raise my son
Its pissing me the fuck off!
Its my child- not hers.
why the hell wont she respect my decisions...
because I am young??
I dont know and I dont care if she raised 4 boys like she says
I want to do this my way.

I want my son to be healthy
is that such a crime???
that I wont let him eat fuckin candy and fast food??
do you know whats in that stuff???

and then when someone wants to buy something for the baby
she tells them not to because then were going to think everything is given to us in our hands
PLEASE! who do you think buys everything for the baby??? not her.

Then on fathers day she's here talking about how only her other 2 sons will graduate
(eric and his little bro were in the car)
and Im like wtf lady arent you supposed to be supportive??

I mean she isnt totally evil but sometimes I just cant stand all the negativity.

I desperately need to be around people who love, appreciate, and respect me.