take me shopping...give me money...
so i finally had time to clean up the house a little bit. its gotten a little out of hand...my crap is spread out everywhere...in the dining room, in the kitchen, in my room, in my bathroom, in my office room...mainly clothes...and then also school stuff. but yes. so i cleaned a little bit. its still messy and probably no one except i would think the mess has decreased, but whatever.
ive been really wanting to go shopping lately cuz i feel like i hate all my clothes. i realized today that part of the reason might have been because all the clothes i normally wear were all in the washer/dryer, but anyway. i felt like i really wanted to go shopping for everything. jeans, shirts, shoes, bras, etc. everything in my closet was old and ugly.
and today, while i was putting all my clean clothes back into my closet, i remembered the clothing drive competition that igwe is having and i was like...oh! i can totally get rid of some of my clothes! just this morning while i was getting dressed, there were so many shirts that i easily brushed aside and wouldnt have thought twice about wearing. but as i went through each shirt again...inspecting it to see if i was really actually willing to give it away...i could only let go of a handful. like...theres this green shirt that i never wear...i think the last time i wore it was about a year ago...but i still decided to keep it. what is wrongggggggg? i kept on saying to myself...oh maybe ill want to wear it later...its still good quality...but really? would i really wear it later? dont really think so...
anyway...i also feel bad about giving away the clothes that i am willing to donate cuz theres a reason why im willing to give them up. theyre either damaged in some way...like a small hole somewhere or a stain...or they're really ugly, like seriously no one would want to wear it...or its just really old and worn out. how can i give that away to someone? who would want crap like that?
whatever. i guess ill just donate it...and they can throw it away if they agree that its crap.
ive been really wanting to go shopping lately cuz i feel like i hate all my clothes. i realized today that part of the reason might have been because all the clothes i normally wear were all in the washer/dryer, but anyway. i felt like i really wanted to go shopping for everything. jeans, shirts, shoes, bras, etc. everything in my closet was old and ugly.
and today, while i was putting all my clean clothes back into my closet, i remembered the clothing drive competition that igwe is having and i was like...oh! i can totally get rid of some of my clothes! just this morning while i was getting dressed, there were so many shirts that i easily brushed aside and wouldnt have thought twice about wearing. but as i went through each shirt again...inspecting it to see if i was really actually willing to give it away...i could only let go of a handful. like...theres this green shirt that i never wear...i think the last time i wore it was about a year ago...but i still decided to keep it. what is wrongggggggg? i kept on saying to myself...oh maybe ill want to wear it later...its still good quality...but really? would i really wear it later? dont really think so...
anyway...i also feel bad about giving away the clothes that i am willing to donate cuz theres a reason why im willing to give them up. theyre either damaged in some way...like a small hole somewhere or a stain...or they're really ugly, like seriously no one would want to wear it...or its just really old and worn out. how can i give that away to someone? who would want crap like that?
whatever. i guess ill just donate it...and they can throw it away if they agree that its crap.