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I am completely drained both mentally and physically. I have worked twelve hour shifts three days in a row. Tomarrow I have to work six and then I am done for the rest of the week. I can't wait to be done with this shit. It's too stressful. I am not doing my usual position which involves dishroom and cleaning. Instead I am catering for the fifth floor. That makes a hell of alot of paper work , running around, physical labor, mental aggrish. I have already had confrontation with a patient. I of course had to sit there and take her abuse without much retailation or I would get fired. Then I gave a regular diet to a clear liquid patient because the changes came faster than my brain could handle. Then I have to make sure there floor is stocked with all the various items. But the worst is that I have to be there at 6:30 am and work til 6:30 at night. I stay awake for three hours then go to bed. I wake up tired anyway. Then my supervisors are a bunch of assholes that keep making up rules just for the hell of it and people are constantly looking over my shoulder and examining my work. I hate this! I can't wait til tomarrow is over. I need out!