Ramblings of a crazy person.
Lol I should've known it wouldn't last. Thanks a lot Grey's Anatomy. Nothing like a 2 hour GA special to depress you ey?
To You:
Do you not realize what kind of person I am? I don't enjoy repetitive things. You are not like me. You wouldn't know what to do if you haven't done it before, the same way, everyday, since forever. I can't live like that. I don't get mad. Maybe it's my fault. Maybe it's because I don't get mad that you don't realize. I don't know, maybe you just don't know any other way. But you could at least try. Every night for the past 10+ years, it's the same thing. Every Thursday night since high school started, same thing. Maybe I crave change b/c you don't. I just don't understand how you can do the same thing over and over and over and not want to try something new. Maybe you do want to try something new. Then why don't you just do something about it? Even if you can't take immediate action, you could at least suggest it so I can help make it happen. I just don't understand. I think I need some time away from you. Once summer comes, hopefully I'll have that time. For now, I will not apologize. You have no right to storm off just b/c I decided that I don't want to answer your question for once. It was one time out of the millions that I didn't answer and you don't get to make me feel guilty for that. I won't let you.
To You:
Do you not realize what kind of person I am? I don't enjoy repetitive things. You are not like me. You wouldn't know what to do if you haven't done it before, the same way, everyday, since forever. I can't live like that. I don't get mad. Maybe it's my fault. Maybe it's because I don't get mad that you don't realize. I don't know, maybe you just don't know any other way. But you could at least try. Every night for the past 10+ years, it's the same thing. Every Thursday night since high school started, same thing. Maybe I crave change b/c you don't. I just don't understand how you can do the same thing over and over and over and not want to try something new. Maybe you do want to try something new. Then why don't you just do something about it? Even if you can't take immediate action, you could at least suggest it so I can help make it happen. I just don't understand. I think I need some time away from you. Once summer comes, hopefully I'll have that time. For now, I will not apologize. You have no right to storm off just b/c I decided that I don't want to answer your question for once. It was one time out of the millions that I didn't answer and you don't get to make me feel guilty for that. I won't let you.