Good Morning : The Proposal
Title: Good Morning : The Proposal
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu
Summary: About Taecsu
A/N: For ishmahri SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oh, pardon for the entire mistakes.
Taecyeon looked to front, to his bed as one naked person laid down there inside the blanket. Taecyeon sighed, as he laid his back to the couch. His eyes stared deeply to the person, to his lover. It was the same night like many other nights when they went home from work, cuddled then drifted off to bed, but what made it different, tonight, his lover cried his tears out, as that night was the day they had their last night together. Taecyeon sighed when his lover’s hand moved aside, like searching for something, his lover moved his head aside as he squint his eyes,
“Taecyeon?” He called with his raw voiced. Taecyeon’s lover lifting his head from the pillow as he looked around, and Taecyeon moved front, putting his elbows to his thighs,
“I’m here.” He stated and his lover immediately looked aside to him, and then smiled,
“What are you doing there?” His lover’s said as he putting his head back to the pillow, “Come here, baldy.” His lover’s hand reached out and Taecyeon smiled as he walked to the bed and slowly lifting the cover, slide in, lying beside his lover. His lover moved his body as he laid his head to Taecyeon’s chest. Taecyeon sighed,
“What are you thinking?” His lover’s asked,
“You.”
“Hmmm?”
“I’m thinking about you, Kim Junsu.” Taecyeon answered as he looked down to his boyfriend that he’s been dating for almost 5 years.
“I’m thinking about us.” Taecyeon sighed again as his arm pushing Junsu tighter to his body, “We’re going to separate soon. I don’t know if I could handle parting with you for 2 years.”
“Taec…We will find away.” Junsu nuzzled his nose to Taecyeon’s neck.
“How? I’m going to miss you.”
“Me too. But I promise, we will find away. I mean, we could meet when we finally had a day off. Then we could send letters to each other.”
“That’s not enough.” Taecyeon seemed like he was thinking something, “I mean, why we decide to take army at the same time? I mean, I could be the one who take the army first, then you will wait for me, visiting me during those days, and and and making me bibimbap and and and after I discharged, it is my turn to wait for you, then I could…” before Taecyeon could finish what he was saying, Junsu already pressed his lips to his now bald boyfriend.
“Our parents thought we could separate by sending both of us to the army at the same time. They thought we will eventually break up and forgetting each other.” Taecyeon sighed, nodded with agreement to what Junsu said,
“They are testing us.” Taecyeon continued,
“So that’s why, Taecyeon-ah…We have to do it their way, let them testing us, and show them there’s nothing could tear us apart, not even a war.” Junsu said as he lifted his head a little bit, staring down to his lover, “I’m not the only who think about this, right?” Junsu said unsure, “You still want me, right, Taec?” Taecyeon looked up to his lover worried face, and immediately pulled Junsu down to his arms,
“Goddammit, Junsu. Why you even need to ask that???? Of course I want you, I want all of you.” Junsu let out a sighed as Taecyeon continued, “And yes, yes. We will survived, we will be together, they could do all they want to us, and we will survive, we will be together.” Junsu smiled before he put his arms around Taecyeon’s neck. Taecyeon pulled Junsu chin up so he could see his lover’s face clearly, and then he laughed, showing Junsu his face that he would miss so badly.
“What???” Junsu punched his lover slowly in his arm,
“Nothing. You just looked so cute being all bald.” Junsu smirked,
“So do you, sir!!” Taecyeon caressed Junsu bald head as he down and captured Junsu’s lips, Junsu moaned into the kissed before they laughed and relaxed to their bed again, trying their best to bury their entire burden and bad thoughts in their head and just trying to enjoy their last moment together.
--
It was in the middle of crowded platform when Junsu and Taecyeon separated. Taecyeon hands held on Junsu’s tight as they only staring at each other. Taecyeon knew his family was watching this scene, and Junsu’s family was waiting for him in the train, and definitely also watching this scene,
“Junsu, hurry!!!!” Both Junsu and Taecyeon could hear one of Junsu family member yelled at him,
“Taecyeon, its time.” Taecyeon brother said. But both Junsu and Taecyeon care less as they still staring at each other,
“Just kiss me, here, Taec. I don’t care, just kiss me.” Taecyeon smiled before he slide Junsu’s army hat and pulled Junsu tight to his embrace as he kissed his lips. They could hear people groaned and the sound of whistle deafen both of the lovers’ ears. Taecyeon let go Junsu’s lips and stared at it as it was goes plump and red.
“I have to go.” Junsu smiled as he walked back but Taecyeon didn’t let go of his hand, “Taec…You too have to go.” Taecyeon whined as he pulled Junsu’s hand back but Junsu struggle as he instead dragged Taecyeon,
“Taeeecccc!!!!” Taecyeon heard his name being called and he could only wave at them and mouthed ‘Wait for a while’. Junsu was standing at the train’s door frame, as it was about to depart,
“Sending me letters, okay?? The porn one, Kim Junsu.” Junsu laughed, “You pervert.”
“I’m your pervert.” Taecyeon said before he pulled Junsu’s collar and kissed him again as the older put his hands on the other’s neck, and the train started to depart and Taecyeon need to half running as their lips still attached.
“I love you…” Junsu said as his eyes were all red and tears already falling from his eyes before he let Taecyeon off from his grasp and Taecyeon let go, watching Junsu slowly away and just then he yelled,
“I LOVE YOU MORE, KIM JUNSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” he put his both hands in the air as he panted after his half running and Taecyeon could felt his tears running down, mixing with his sweat, “I love you…” Taecyeon whispered, his breath still heavy and he still could see Junsu’s hand waving at him before it slowly disappeared at the bend. Taecyeon walked back, watching his family waiting for him, his father was putting his both hands to his own waist, as Taecyeon could see his father was totally pissed. Taecyeon walked closer to them, and just as his dad about to comment on his action earlier,
“Don’t. Just don’t say anything.” Taecyeon said sternly to his father as he walked passing in front of him. Though Junsu didn’t know any of this, but to tell the truth, Taecyeon relation with his dad was getting worse. Especially when his dad decided to separate both of them and in those 5 years his relationship with Junsu, it was lie to say that his father did not interfere in their relationship and Taecyeon finally reached his limit when they were separated through army. Taecyeon once leave Junsu for a while to confront his father and he could remember how his dad punched him in the face and they both fought inside the library where Taecyeon confronted his dad. Taecyeon got home after that with bruises in his face and Junsu could only watched him with worried look and keep asking him questions and nagged as Taecyeon could only smiled and rested in his lover’s arms. He felt better actually, as Taecyeon could remember, the feeling he had was great, when he fight for his love, and then the one that he loved was waiting for him at home with the worry look and his sleepy eyes, wore lousy t shirt and sweat pants, with hot tea in his hand and made you think exactly that you pick the right person.
Taecyeon gritted his teeth remembering those times, good and bad, he had with Junsu. He missed Junsu already, it was like there was hole in his heart and made him clenched on his chest, as he looked front to where people lined with neat and wishing his relationship with Junsu were all alright and they could through this two years period together though they live separate for each other.
--
It was in early morning when Taecyeon walked his feet toward the gate. He just can’t wait for this day to come, the day to his freedom, the day when he could love Junsu with no worries and freely. With his bag slung over his back and still wearing that army uniform, Taecyeon could felt the early morning sun radiating to his skin behind the uniform, as it was on summer. Taecyeon wiped his forehead with his back of hand and as he looked front, he could see Junsu standing in front of him, with his hat that almost covered his face, the army uniform, that small figure he used to hug though in the last two years he could only hugged it for a while, never had a chance to snuggle and only doing it for quickies because their limitation in their free time.
“Junsu…” Taecyeon slide off his hat and showed Junsu his favorite short hair style. Junsu smiled as wide as he widened his hands and Taecyeon didn’t think twice as he ran and hugged Junsu. He pulled his lover off the ground and pressing Junsu harder in his arms as he attached their lips together. It was finally over; the entire hardship they had in those two years, the long wait was finally over.
Taecyeon hand were brushing against Junsu’s head, making the hat fallen to the ground as they pressed their foreheads together, both of them were panting, the kissed was almost murdered them as they lost breath.
Junsu smiled cutely to Taecyeon as he bit Taecyeon nose, “Please, tell me. No more letters.”
“No more letters.” Taecyeon followed as he stole small kisses from Junsu’s lips,
“No more phone call.” Junsu said and Taecyeon stated the same,
“No more quickies.” Junsu pouted as he playing on Taecyeon’s collar as his feet were still hanging in the air with Taecyeon still holding on tight to his waist,
“No more quickies.” Taecyeon gave Junsu his greatest smile with that dimple and Junsu whined with Taecyeon’s cuteness as his sides of eyes were all wrinkle only made Junsu move front and kissed his taller lover passionately. Soon as Junsu done claiming his lover’s lips, Junsu jumped down from Taecyeon’s hugged.
“Come on. Let’s get out of here.” Junsu said as he pulled Taecyeon’s hands and Taecyeon immediately put his hand around Junsu shoulder and Junsu putting his hand around Taecyeon’s waist as Taecyeon whispered,
“I love you.” Junsu smiled shyly before Taecyeon kissed his cheek and they went back home closing their bodies to each other, smiling all wide to each other as the morning sun brighten their morning rendezvous.
--
They were kissing in a sloppy kisses as they walked through their apartment’s living room, throwing their bag else where and suddenly Junsu stopped,
“I miss our home.” Junsu looked to his lover’s shut eyes, “I miss our apartment.” Junsu smirked, and back kissing Taecyeon deeply as Taecyeon dragged them to their room. Taecyeon pushed Junsu to the bed and hovered above him as his lips was travel to the other’s collarbone, earned a moaned from the older boy. Junsu turned his head aside gave Taecyeon more room to leave mark, but then Junsu smirked, as one thing crossed his mind,
“Hmmmhh….Taec?” Junsu’s fingers running on Taecyeon’s dark lock as the taller’s licked on his jaw,
“Yes?”
“What kinda image of me you had when you jerked off, Taec?” Taecyeon silenced as he back up a little,
Taecyeon thinking for an answer, “Do you want to know?” Junsu nodded,
“Well, hmmmhhh...It would be like this.” Taecyeon harshly slid off Junsu's shirt and gasped as he saw his lover's difference in his body,
"Holy mother. Your abs, baby...Your abs." Taecyeon caressed Junsu's abdomen before his fingers slipped to Junsu's waist band and immediately pulling his pants including his boxer down. Taecyeon smirked seeing the hard on then his eyes looked front to his lover that still wearing the army hat. Junsu finally swung his pants over as he laid there naked,
"Should I open my boots?"
“No. No. I imagined you exactly like this. All naked only with your army hat and boots.”
Junsu smirked as he touched down his hardened cock,
“Junsu, dance for me.”
The older boy laughed as he pushed Taecyeon hard, “You kinky.” But he immediately turned around, make room in the bed and then he was on his knees and moved his hips. He shook his booty as Taecyeon mouth watery to the sight. Junsu smiled playfully and smacked his palm hand to his own globe, and then he turned before he laid his back to the bed, hold on to his elbow and widened his legs as he lifted his hips and moved it. Taecyeon smirked as he could feel the tightness over his pants,
“Junsu, I'm horny already.” Just as Taecyeon about to remove his clothes, Junsu stopped him.
“No. Wear that. Because I jerked off as I imagined you fucking me with those army looks.”
“It was hot, Junsu....”
“Please.” Junsu begged as he knew Taecyeon couldn’t stand it when he begged.
Junsu position himself as he was on his knees and his hands were holding on the headboard, showed taecyeon his butt hole that was dying to be filled the other's thick cock.
“Please. Please, Taecyeon. Fuck me with your clothes on.”
And Taecyeon did as he pushed his thick and humongous cock inside his lover's hole dry, and Junsu was all aching but soon changed to moan of pleasure as he pressed his hips back, to meet Taecyeon's thrust earned groan from the taller.
“Taecyeon. Fuck. Your cock...”
Taecyeon keep pounding and it was turning him on even more to the sight of Junsu white creamy back. Taecyeon’s hand found Junsu’s shoulder as he turned the other’s upper body around, and Junsu’s one hand still held on the headboard as he moaned. Taecyeon bent down, captured the other’s lips as he moved his hips fast and just then Junsu screamed through his mouth, panting as he was begging Taecyeon to move faster. Taecyeon couldn’t stand it, his skin wanted to feel Junsu’s wet skin and he stopped, pulling off his shirt and his wifebeater as he crush Junsu back with his chest and continued thrusting his cock. Junsu whimpered as he finally slick his hand to his cock, moving it up and down to his harden length, whispering Taecyeon’s name as he panted and moaned. Taecyeon groaned, pushing hard his cock inside as he filled Junsu’s whole with his cum and Junsu moaned, cumming to the bed and he rode Taecyeon’s orgasm as he moved his hips back. Taecyeon immediately stood up after he pulled off his half hard cock and shake up his cock, making it hard again. Just before Junsu could turn around, Taecyeon bent down again and shoved his cock back inside Junsu, Junsu yelled immediately at the sudden attack to his abuse hole,
“Shit. At least tell me if you want it more.” Taecyeon smirked before he whispered Junsu’s name and cumming again inside Junsu, filling him as his new white ribbon getting mixed up with his last ones. Taecyeon’s cock twitched as he unloaded his cum, and he pulled off slowly, staring at front to the view where his cum oozing down from Junsu’s hole to his back of thigh.
“Can-can we do it again, Taec?” Taecyeon laughed, watching his lover’s cuteness, though he was being all tired and hurted, but Junsu seemed couldn’t rid his own lust.
“Wait, Junsu. Let me take a deep breath.” Junsu pouted, “But you said no more quickies~” And Taecyeon could only smiled as he pulled Junsu to his arms,
“Give me ten minutes, and we could fuck the entire day.” Junsu smiled as kissed his lover’s chest, “I like that idea!!”
--
“You really don’t want to come with me to Boston, Junsu?” Taecyeon said wearing his wife beater and his grey sweat pants that Junsu loved so much when Taecyeon wore that. Both of them were sat facing each other in their king size bed of Taecyeon’s apartment.
“And ruined your sister’s wedding? I better not, Taecyeon.” Taecyeon sighed as he massaged his scalp,
“Junsu…” Junsu silenced watching Taecyeon that stressed fully pulling his hair aside,
“Taec…” Junsu’s hands caressed on his lover’s arms, “Taec, just this one, let’s respect your sister’s wish. Please.”
“Junsu!! Don’t you get it?? This is the bazillion times I chose my family over you.” Junsu gave him the weak smiled, “You have no idea how scare I was every time I chose my family over you. You’ve no idea how afraid I am to imagine that when I get back, you will be gone.” Taecyeon held on Junsu’s hands, trying to grasp Junsu’s conscience, “Please, Junsu. Just this once, let me choose you. Let me, please. Please…”
“No.” Junsu pulled Taecyeon to his arms as he caressed his back and Taecyeon buried his face to Junsu’s chest, feeling it so comfort and heart warming as he could heard Junsu’s heart beat, “Taecyeon-ah, I know, I really know how your sister begging you to not bring me with you. I know.” Junsu said deeply, “And I know deep inside you, you love your sister so much that you even would do anything for her.” Taecyeon sighed as he slump his shoulder and tighten his arms around Junsu’s waist.
“Just go when I told you to go, Taec. Because there will be the time when I am not ever going to let you go.” Junsu smiled, “You too have no idea how insecure I am when you left me. You’ve no idea how afraid I am if one day your family could change your mind.” Taecyeon looked up to Junsu, and pecked his lips, “Trust me, Junsu.” And Junsu looked down, staring back to his lover, “Then trust me too, Taecyeon.” Both of them staring at each other and then smiled. But Taecyeon immediately put his head back to Junsu’s chest, “Wait for me then. I will definitely back.”
“And I definitely will be here when you back.”
Taecyeon continued, “I mean, we once separated for almost two years, and look at us, we grew stronger.”
“I know right?” Junsu answered as he massaged Taecyeon’s scalp, “It is now your sister’s big day, not ours.” Junsu laughed, “I mean, do you remember how many times we caught people’s attention more than the one who actually needed the attention?” Taecyeon laughed. This was exactly one of millions reasons that make Taecyeon head over heels with Junsu. Because his lover always see something from both the bad and the good side, but Taecyeon knew, when he was worried, Junsu would always spilled the good side to Taecyeon, making it twist, funny, refreshing, and having such a partner like Junsu for Taecyeon was once in a lifetime.
Taecyeon looked up to Junsu, “There will be our day soon, Junsu. Our time, our own moment when we don’t have to stole someone else’s moment.”
“Of course, Taec. Of course.” Junsu whispered as he bent down and pressed his forehead to Taecyeon’s and pecked his nose and Taecyeon closed his eyes slowly, inhaled Junsu’s scent as it slowly running through his nostrils before he moved and caught Junsu’s lips between his and earned moaned from the older boy.
In the next two days Junsu kissed Taecyeon in his lips as they separated in the airport.
“See you in the next two weeks.”
“I’ll be here. Call me.”
“I will.” Taecyeon turned around and waved his hands as Junsu sighed, watching Taecyeon’s back but seconds later Junsu’s eyes widen as Taecyeon turned around and pulled him for deep kiss, involving tongue and Junsu could only smiled to the kiss and Taecyeon marked his neck with his lips, Junsu chuckled.
“Taec, go. Or else you will miss your plane.” Junsu said and Taecyeon nodded before he pecked Junsu’s lips for the last time. Taecyeon stepped back and staring at his lover’s red lips and Taecyeon whined, still holding on Junsu’s hand tight.
“Su-ya~ come with me…..” Junsu smiled as he pushed Taecyeon.
“Go! You will miss your plane.” Taecyeon caressed Junsu face for the last time and immediately turn around, “Okay!! I will not turn around now!!” Taecyeon yelled as he stomped his feet and Junsu could only reply, “come back home soon~”
--
Taecyeon was sat in his white chair as people were dancing over the music; his bow tie already off from his collar and his hand was holding a glass of whine. Taecyeon just sat there in silenced, he already sent his good night to Junsu as his lover probably already in the dreamland. Taecyeon sighed as he peeked to his glass of wine.
“Junsu, I miss youuuuuuuuuu~” he sighed then looked over the phone where Junsu’s picture as his wallpaper, minutes staring until it was off from his grip as he heard a giggle near him,
“What are you doing staring at your phone like that?” His sister with her white gown of hers sat beside Taecyeon with his brother’s phone in her hand, she laughed and soon her laughed fell when she saw his brother’s phone and whose picture he was staring at before. She sighed before Taecyeon snatched his phone from her hand.
She looked at her brother as Taecyeon cleared his throat and put his phone to his pocket,
“You know, I’ve been watching. This is my goddamn wedding but I saw you like you just come to a fucking funeral.” Taecyeon rolled his eyes,
“I mean, was that how you really feel?” Taecyeon gulped small amount of wine, “Or that long face happened because no Kim Junsu around?” Heard his lover’s name being said with that tone, Taecyeon eyes glared at his sister.
“Don’t glare at me like that, Ok Taecyeon. I’m your sister.” Taecyeon sighed before he turned his head aside, he knew exactly this wasn’t what Junsu wanted when it comes to him and his sister.
“I’m sorry.” Taecyeon said, if it wasn’t of Junsu, he wouldn’t ever apologized to his sister, because they were all like that since they were young, but Junsu always told him to behave well to his own sister. His sister sighed, “So you apologized and it is my first time to hear that words coming from your mouth.” She said as both of them turned in silenced and watched his sister’s husband dancing with Taecyeon’s granny and laughter was all around.
“Junsu….he changed me.” Taecyeon started, “He changed everything.”
“I know.” She continued, “As much as I hate him, I notice you changed a lot. The cocky bastard Taecyeon was no longer to be seen.”
“It was all the same, Anita. Just like when you see your husband, you couldn’t imagine your life without him. The fact that he changed you and accepted you with the entire flaws that you had, the fact that he care about you, love you sincerely, and his patience when he deal with you.” Taecyeon stopped then staring at his sister, “That was all the same feeling, Anita.”
“What I had toward Junsu was so enormous that the more you guys testing us with those entire bullshit the more we grew closer and stronger together.”
“We are both imperfect, Anita, but we complete each other. Its just like you and your husband, right?” Taecyeon’s sister tears slowly running from her eyes,
“I’m sorry I let you down. I am sorry, I do. But with the entire hates that me and Junsu received from others, the only person that I need to support me in this is you.” Taecyeon said clearly, staring at his sister closely,
“Oh God.” She wiped her tears, “Where is that bastard who used to act like an asshole and where that arrogant man is I used to know?” She said as she sobbed, Taecyeon could only smile.
“And by the way, you looked so beautiful today. Congrats, baby.” Taecyeon said before he pecked Anita’s forehead and walked he feet off from their seat.
“Why you didn’t bring Junsu with you?” Taecyeon smiled before he turned around,
“Well, Junsu said, this is your day.” Taecyeon said, “And oh, Junsu’s messaged for you, ‘Happy wedding, when freedom was left behind.’” Anita silenced but then cracked in laughter and wiped the tears in her cheeks as he saw his brother walked all alone among the guests.
“You really love him, oppa.”
--
Taecyeon walked silently to his apartment, knowing his lover already fell asleep since he arrived late in the middle of the night, he told Junsu to not wait for him. He opened the front door slowly, looked to his and Junsu's room door after he locked the front door. Taecyeon sighed and throw his bag on the couch and immediately walked his feet to his room. Junsu was sleeping so sound, Taecyeon caressed Junsu’s head and kissed him in the cheek and seconds after Junsu stirred from his sleep, his eyes slowly opened and meet his lover’s back as he was slide his tee, prepared himself for a hot bath and walked outside the room to their bath room. Junsu wiped his eyes and slowly lifting himself up soon after Taecyeon closed the room door. He was happy though that Taecyeon finally home.
Taecyeon walked out from the bathroom and surprised seeing the lamp on their kitchen was on. He heard a kettle's sound and as he took a looked at it, Junsu was standing there, with his silky pants and Taecyeon's white lousy t shirt. Taecyeon didn't restraint himself as he half running to his boyfriend, hugged him from behind and lifted him off the ground. Earning grunted from Junsu. Junsu smiled and walked his fingers to the tall boy's hair,
"You home..." Taecyeon buried his face in Junsu's neck, inhaled his fave scent,
"I'm home..." He put Junsu down and kissed his neck,
"Enjoy your bath?" Junsu said before the kettle's sound and he poured the hot water to Taecyeon's glass,
"Yeah, being too long in the plane was a bit…" Junsu chuckled, gave Taecyeon his hot tea. Taecyeon received it with a smiled on his face as his other hand still gripped tight on Junsu's waist. Taecyeon was about to sip his drink,
"Slow down. It’s hot." Taecyeon nodded and sipped his drink slowly. Junsu was staring at his boyfriend, slowly putting his arms around the other's waist and laid his head on the other's chest. Junsu sighed but then smiling so content. Taecyeon patted and caressed Junsu's back with his free hand, as his other hand holding on the glass,
"Let's walk inside." Taecyeon said as he pulling Junsu and walked out of the kitchen before they turned off the lamp.
Junsu laid his body in Taec's huge king bed as the tall boy put the glass to the next table and stripped himself, changing to more comfortable outfit. Taecyeon put his ordinary rubber wrist watch. It was a habit now for Taecyeon to sleep with his wrist watch on since 2 years ago. With only his white wife beater and his boxer, Taec crawled in bed and got inside the blanket, pressing himself to the small boy as the small boy turned around, pressing his back against the other's chest.
Taecyeon's arm fitted perfectly to Junsu's waist as he hold the small boy closer and tighter, let out a low moaned as he inhaled Junsu's scent as his nose nuzzled to the other's hair. Junsu took Taecyeon's hand and hugged it to his chest, feeling no longer gap between his back and Taecyeon's chest. Both of them turned into silenced for awhile, enjoying each other's presence, slowly, and a smile crept in Junsu's lips. The tall boy knowing this and slowly lifted his head and stared his boyfriend,
"Why are you smiling?" Now Taecyeon putting his weight to Junsu, staring at him, slightly curious about what make his lover smiled. Junsu shrugged but keep smiling anyway,
"Yah..."
"Nothing..." Junsu said finally as Taecyeon kept poking, "It’s just..."
"What?"
"I'm happy." Now Taecyeon was the one who smiled so wide,
"Really? Is it because of me?" Taecyeon whispered as he then kissed and his lips pulled the other's ear then traveled to Junsu cheek. Junsu nodded.
"Everything is because of you. I didn't think anybody else except you."
"Oh really?" Now his hand slide to Junsu's abdomen, caressed it under the fabric, feeling it so hard, while his lips whispered to the other, "I'm now already became the biggest part of your life, yes?" Junsu slightly chuckled and running his fingers through Taecyeon's hair before his lover turned him over to his back,
"Tell me, what make you so happy? What did I miss in these two weeks?" Taecyeon rested on his elbow as his face were still inches from Junsu's. Junsu smiled before kissed him in lips,
"Nothing." He turned around again to his side, pulling Taec's hand so they are now back to the old position,
"Come here. Hug me tight." Junsu said before Taecyeon tighten his grip,
"Like this?"
"Tighter." The last action earned moaned from Junsu as the tall boy's smirked through Junsu's hair,
"You missed me that much."
"Yes. I miss you so much, Mr. Taecyeon."
"I miss you too, and now tell me, what's going on?" Junsu relieved another breath,
"Well, it was nothing. Nothing special happened. Its just couple of stuff that I keep thinking about and things happened."
"Oh come on. Tell me." Junsu smiled with the way Taecyeon pushing him to tell stories.
"Hmm....My ex girl friend…" Taecyeon widen his eyes, feeling slightly cautious,
"What about her?" Junsu giggled,
"Nothing, she had a birth and its baby boy." Junsu smiled so content, "I held him in my arms. He looked so vulnerable, so fragile, but strong, since he gripped my finger tight with his little hand." Junsu looked at Taecyeon, feeling somewhat proud telling this story to Taecyeon, "And and he smiled at me. So cute."
Taecyeon just silenced, staring at Junsu smiling, giggling by telling him story about the baby.
"Junsu..."
"Hmmm?"
"You wanna have a baby?" Junsu eyes blinked staring at Taecyeon, he was caught off guard but then slowly, Junsu nodded,
"I wish I had womb. So I can have your baby." Taecyeon caressed Junsu's face and move himself closer then captured the other's lips in his. The kiss was slow, more to appreciation, and slowly, Taecyeon's lips traveled to Junsu abdomen, lifted his tee a little and kissed his lover hard abdomen hungrily. Junsu looked aside and moaned, gripping Taecyeon's dark locks. Then suddenly, Taecyeon looked up,
"You want a baby here, Junsu? My baby?" Taecyeon's hand caressed the small boy's abdomen and Junsu nodded as he looked down,
"I'm sorry." Taecyeon apologized, "I could give you anything if you want to. But this is beyond my reach, I can't." Taecyeon kissed Junsu's stomach again, right above his waist line, "I guess this is one of many reasons why God forbid gay relationship. He didn't want us to be unhappy if we want a baby."
Junsu immediately pulled Taecyeon up and kissed his lover hungrily, Junsu grabbed Taecyeon's neck as the tall boy slipped his tongue inside. It was a long deep kissed, with Junsu breathless after it. He pressed his forehead to Taecyeon's,
"I don't want to have a baby. I just want you. I just want you." Taecyeon smirked and his lips found Junsu's again.
"Okay, this is definitely not a thing that can make you happy. So, what makes you so happy?" Taecyeon asked, still above Junsu,
"You wanna know?" Taecyeon nodded,
"Really? Well, I'm afraid I'm going to said it not in a good time. I'm afraid it will ruin your mood. I'm..."
"Just tell me."
"Really?"
"Hey, I'm your man, Junsu. You can tell me everything y..."
"Marry me, Ok Taecyeon." Taecyeon hanged his mouth wide open as he looked down to his lover, his eyes blinked as Junsu running his palm of hand to his side of cheeks.
“I’ve been thinking in this last two weeks without you, that I need you so much in my life, and I don’t care anymore about anything else, I don’t care about our parents, or people or anything. Lets just get married, Taec. Please.” Junsu whispered as he put his hands together and pleaded to his lover that still dumbfounded.
“Taec…” Junsu called again as Taecyeon finally smiling wide, and he immediately got off from bed with Junsu staring confused at him, Taecyeon walked outside, to his abandoned bag in the living room,
“Taaeecccc~” Junsu called just in time Taecyeon walked back to his room with a small black box in his hands, Taecyeon then immediately straddle Junsu as he opened the small box in front of Junsu’s eyes. Junsu gasped as he finally sat in the bed, his eyes looked to the black box then moving to his lover’s eyes,
“Taecyeon…I…I…”
“You know, great mind do think a lot.” Taecyeon laughed while Junsu held on the small box, staring at the two similar white gold rings,
“I do, thinking about proposing you, Kim Junsu.”
“Taecyeon…I…I…I don’t…” Junsu moved front and captured the younger’s lips as he smiled, Taecyeon then pressing his forehead to the smaller one, as he pulled out the ring, and slide it to Junsu’s ring finger,
“I do. I do. I do want marry you. I do. I do.” Taecyeon said before Junsu hurriedly slipped ring to Taecyeon’s ring finger and he smiled as wide as they were kissed, finally, the time they had for their own was appear, where they didn’t have to use someone else’s.
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They were sitting at their dining table with lots of wedding cake catalogue and others wedding magazine. Taecyeon hummed as he looked over the magazine, he was a bit confused though since both of them were male, and they couldn’t figure out whether to have a masculine wedding at their favorite pub or having it like a straight couple usually had. Taecyeon looked front to his fiancée as Junsu was making a guest list and couple of other lists. Taecyeon raised his eyebrows when Junsu sighed,
“What is it?”
“Hmmm….” Junsu thought for a minute then looked at Taecyeon,
“How about our parents? Should we send them the invitation?” Taecyeon blinked but then he looked down to his magazine where he placed it in his thigh. Junsu just stared, knowing his lover was actually thinking for an answer. Junsu smiled as he watched Taecyeon, and remembered how Taecyeon willing to take part for the wedding’s preparation, where the usual guy he knew from his straight friends would just sat and shrugged to their fiancée decision, like it wasn’t his own wedding.
But Taecyeon, he was trying so hard to involve to every decision they’ve made no matter how busy he was.
“Junsu, this is our wedding. I’m not going to let you deal with it all by yourself.” Taecyeon said before he kissed his fiancée in his lips and started to pull his lover to the Armani store for their wedding suit.
Junsu smiled as he remembered that scene and just then Taecyeon finally looked up and stared at Junsu as Junsu waiting,
“Yes?” Junsu said, and Taecyeon sighed,
“Well, I mean. They are our family, right?”
“Yes.”
“Well, then…” Taecyeon sighed, “They probably wouldn’t come, you think?”
“Probably.”
Both of them silenced, like it was the biggest decision they’ve ever made for their wedding preparation,
“Let’s just invite them.” Taecyeon finally said, “I mean, let them know that we are going to get married.” Junsu smiled before he walked to Taecyeon’s seat and sat on the other’s thighs as he lingered his hands around the taller’s neck. Taecyeon knitted his eyebrows as he confused why his lover didn’t write their families name on the lists. Junsu only smiled, as Taecyeon move front and grabbed the lists and he immediately grinned, their families name already at the top of list. Taecyeon threw the list else where and captured his fiancée lips. Their kiss was heated as Taecyeon’s hands already roaming against Junsu’s body but then stopped when they heard somebody ring on their door.
“Aww shit.” Taecyeon breathed out before Junsu pecked him in the neck and got off, walked his feet to the front door. Junsu didn’t think twice as he immediately open the door, and his mouth gaped at it as he watch the view in front of him.
“Taec?” Junsu called before Taecyeon approached his fiancée,
“What?” Taecyeon said as he looked front,
“Holy mother.”
There outside their front door standing both Junsu and Taecyeon parents along with their brothers and sisters.
“So…” Anita started, “I heard there will be your wedding soon. Need help?” Taecyeon’s sister smiling all wide as both Junsu and Taecyeon mouth hang wide open.
Taecyeon looked front and his eyes met his father’s eyes, “Well, not bad for an apartment.” He said smiled as Junsu couldn’t stand but hugged his mother who surprisingly already familiar with Taecyeon’s mother.
“Can we at least get inside?” Junsu’s brother said as he walked inside through the people and all of them started to follow as Taecyeon and Junsu could only stare confused at them and then Taecyeon’s hand gripped on Anita’s elbow.
“What happened?” he whispered as his other hand held on Junsu’s, transferring his anxiety to his lover, and Anita could only smiled,
“Let’s say I change their mind.”
“Including my parents?” Junsu asked as he watched his and Taecyeon’s mom talk to each other casually, and Anita nodded.
“Anita..I…” Taecyeon stopped, “I…I don’t know what you’ve been doing, but, is it really okay?”
“I…I…I mean, they were against it 5 months ago and now all of sudden they changed their mind? I mean, are they on a high or something?” Taecyeon said disbelief and Junsu’s gripped tighten.
“Taec. You deserve happiness, so does Junsu. So, I’m just doing my best, as a sister. Well, actually, you don’t really want to know what I just did…”
“Oh God, what have you done?” Taecyeon asked again and Anita laughed,
“Yeah. Something extreme~”
“Anita!” She smiled, “No. I just did what I have to do as a sister. That’s it.”
Taecyeon couldn’t help but hugged his baby sister and her other was reaching out to hug Junsu that Junsu willingly hugged her back.
“It will be awkward at first, but we all trying here. Me, mom and dad, others, you two, we all trying.” Her palm hands stroke to both Junsu and Taecyeon’s back, “Just don’t give up.” She said smiling as she let them go and walked to the couch.
Junsu and Taecyeon was just stood there in silenced then they looked at each other,
“Taecyeon, is this a dream?” Taecyeon pinched Junsu’s cheek as Junsu winced and Taecyeon grinned at the cuteness,
“It wasn’t a dream.” Taecyeon whispered before both of them looked front to their families, and Junsu linked his finger to Taecyeon, and pulled it a little, catching Taecyeon’s attention.
“Taec, do you remember when I said there will be the time when I’m not going to let you go?” Taecyeon nodded, “Guess what, that time is now. I will never ever let you go or let you slipped off from my grasp.” Junsu said tighten his grip, as Taecyeon gave him his toothy smiled,
“Good. Don’t ever let me go, Kim Junsu. Don’t you ever dare.” Taecyeon said before he leaned over and pressing his lips to his fiancée,
“I love you too.” Taecyeon whispered as they made their way toward their families, though it was a bit awkward at first, but with the strong gripped of Taecyeon that Junsu had in his hand and Junsu’s warmness that warmth soothing to the taller boy’s body, they knew they would be alright because they had each other.
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu
Summary: About Taecsu
A/N: For ishmahri SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oh, pardon for the entire mistakes.
Taecyeon looked to front, to his bed as one naked person laid down there inside the blanket. Taecyeon sighed, as he laid his back to the couch. His eyes stared deeply to the person, to his lover. It was the same night like many other nights when they went home from work, cuddled then drifted off to bed, but what made it different, tonight, his lover cried his tears out, as that night was the day they had their last night together. Taecyeon sighed when his lover’s hand moved aside, like searching for something, his lover moved his head aside as he squint his eyes,
“Taecyeon?” He called with his raw voiced. Taecyeon’s lover lifting his head from the pillow as he looked around, and Taecyeon moved front, putting his elbows to his thighs,
“I’m here.” He stated and his lover immediately looked aside to him, and then smiled,
“What are you doing there?” His lover’s said as he putting his head back to the pillow, “Come here, baldy.” His lover’s hand reached out and Taecyeon smiled as he walked to the bed and slowly lifting the cover, slide in, lying beside his lover. His lover moved his body as he laid his head to Taecyeon’s chest. Taecyeon sighed,
“What are you thinking?” His lover’s asked,
“You.”
“Hmmm?”
“I’m thinking about you, Kim Junsu.” Taecyeon answered as he looked down to his boyfriend that he’s been dating for almost 5 years.
“I’m thinking about us.” Taecyeon sighed again as his arm pushing Junsu tighter to his body, “We’re going to separate soon. I don’t know if I could handle parting with you for 2 years.”
“Taec…We will find away.” Junsu nuzzled his nose to Taecyeon’s neck.
“How? I’m going to miss you.”
“Me too. But I promise, we will find away. I mean, we could meet when we finally had a day off. Then we could send letters to each other.”
“That’s not enough.” Taecyeon seemed like he was thinking something, “I mean, why we decide to take army at the same time? I mean, I could be the one who take the army first, then you will wait for me, visiting me during those days, and and and making me bibimbap and and and after I discharged, it is my turn to wait for you, then I could…” before Taecyeon could finish what he was saying, Junsu already pressed his lips to his now bald boyfriend.
“Our parents thought we could separate by sending both of us to the army at the same time. They thought we will eventually break up and forgetting each other.” Taecyeon sighed, nodded with agreement to what Junsu said,
“They are testing us.” Taecyeon continued,
“So that’s why, Taecyeon-ah…We have to do it their way, let them testing us, and show them there’s nothing could tear us apart, not even a war.” Junsu said as he lifted his head a little bit, staring down to his lover, “I’m not the only who think about this, right?” Junsu said unsure, “You still want me, right, Taec?” Taecyeon looked up to his lover worried face, and immediately pulled Junsu down to his arms,
“Goddammit, Junsu. Why you even need to ask that???? Of course I want you, I want all of you.” Junsu let out a sighed as Taecyeon continued, “And yes, yes. We will survived, we will be together, they could do all they want to us, and we will survive, we will be together.” Junsu smiled before he put his arms around Taecyeon’s neck. Taecyeon pulled Junsu chin up so he could see his lover’s face clearly, and then he laughed, showing Junsu his face that he would miss so badly.
“What???” Junsu punched his lover slowly in his arm,
“Nothing. You just looked so cute being all bald.” Junsu smirked,
“So do you, sir!!” Taecyeon caressed Junsu bald head as he down and captured Junsu’s lips, Junsu moaned into the kissed before they laughed and relaxed to their bed again, trying their best to bury their entire burden and bad thoughts in their head and just trying to enjoy their last moment together.
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It was in the middle of crowded platform when Junsu and Taecyeon separated. Taecyeon hands held on Junsu’s tight as they only staring at each other. Taecyeon knew his family was watching this scene, and Junsu’s family was waiting for him in the train, and definitely also watching this scene,
“Junsu, hurry!!!!” Both Junsu and Taecyeon could hear one of Junsu family member yelled at him,
“Taecyeon, its time.” Taecyeon brother said. But both Junsu and Taecyeon care less as they still staring at each other,
“Just kiss me, here, Taec. I don’t care, just kiss me.” Taecyeon smiled before he slide Junsu’s army hat and pulled Junsu tight to his embrace as he kissed his lips. They could hear people groaned and the sound of whistle deafen both of the lovers’ ears. Taecyeon let go Junsu’s lips and stared at it as it was goes plump and red.
“I have to go.” Junsu smiled as he walked back but Taecyeon didn’t let go of his hand, “Taec…You too have to go.” Taecyeon whined as he pulled Junsu’s hand back but Junsu struggle as he instead dragged Taecyeon,
“Taeeecccc!!!!” Taecyeon heard his name being called and he could only wave at them and mouthed ‘Wait for a while’. Junsu was standing at the train’s door frame, as it was about to depart,
“Sending me letters, okay?? The porn one, Kim Junsu.” Junsu laughed, “You pervert.”
“I’m your pervert.” Taecyeon said before he pulled Junsu’s collar and kissed him again as the older put his hands on the other’s neck, and the train started to depart and Taecyeon need to half running as their lips still attached.
“I love you…” Junsu said as his eyes were all red and tears already falling from his eyes before he let Taecyeon off from his grasp and Taecyeon let go, watching Junsu slowly away and just then he yelled,
“I LOVE YOU MORE, KIM JUNSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” he put his both hands in the air as he panted after his half running and Taecyeon could felt his tears running down, mixing with his sweat, “I love you…” Taecyeon whispered, his breath still heavy and he still could see Junsu’s hand waving at him before it slowly disappeared at the bend. Taecyeon walked back, watching his family waiting for him, his father was putting his both hands to his own waist, as Taecyeon could see his father was totally pissed. Taecyeon walked closer to them, and just as his dad about to comment on his action earlier,
“Don’t. Just don’t say anything.” Taecyeon said sternly to his father as he walked passing in front of him. Though Junsu didn’t know any of this, but to tell the truth, Taecyeon relation with his dad was getting worse. Especially when his dad decided to separate both of them and in those 5 years his relationship with Junsu, it was lie to say that his father did not interfere in their relationship and Taecyeon finally reached his limit when they were separated through army. Taecyeon once leave Junsu for a while to confront his father and he could remember how his dad punched him in the face and they both fought inside the library where Taecyeon confronted his dad. Taecyeon got home after that with bruises in his face and Junsu could only watched him with worried look and keep asking him questions and nagged as Taecyeon could only smiled and rested in his lover’s arms. He felt better actually, as Taecyeon could remember, the feeling he had was great, when he fight for his love, and then the one that he loved was waiting for him at home with the worry look and his sleepy eyes, wore lousy t shirt and sweat pants, with hot tea in his hand and made you think exactly that you pick the right person.
Taecyeon gritted his teeth remembering those times, good and bad, he had with Junsu. He missed Junsu already, it was like there was hole in his heart and made him clenched on his chest, as he looked front to where people lined with neat and wishing his relationship with Junsu were all alright and they could through this two years period together though they live separate for each other.
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It was in early morning when Taecyeon walked his feet toward the gate. He just can’t wait for this day to come, the day to his freedom, the day when he could love Junsu with no worries and freely. With his bag slung over his back and still wearing that army uniform, Taecyeon could felt the early morning sun radiating to his skin behind the uniform, as it was on summer. Taecyeon wiped his forehead with his back of hand and as he looked front, he could see Junsu standing in front of him, with his hat that almost covered his face, the army uniform, that small figure he used to hug though in the last two years he could only hugged it for a while, never had a chance to snuggle and only doing it for quickies because their limitation in their free time.
“Junsu…” Taecyeon slide off his hat and showed Junsu his favorite short hair style. Junsu smiled as wide as he widened his hands and Taecyeon didn’t think twice as he ran and hugged Junsu. He pulled his lover off the ground and pressing Junsu harder in his arms as he attached their lips together. It was finally over; the entire hardship they had in those two years, the long wait was finally over.
Taecyeon hand were brushing against Junsu’s head, making the hat fallen to the ground as they pressed their foreheads together, both of them were panting, the kissed was almost murdered them as they lost breath.
Junsu smiled cutely to Taecyeon as he bit Taecyeon nose, “Please, tell me. No more letters.”
“No more letters.” Taecyeon followed as he stole small kisses from Junsu’s lips,
“No more phone call.” Junsu said and Taecyeon stated the same,
“No more quickies.” Junsu pouted as he playing on Taecyeon’s collar as his feet were still hanging in the air with Taecyeon still holding on tight to his waist,
“No more quickies.” Taecyeon gave Junsu his greatest smile with that dimple and Junsu whined with Taecyeon’s cuteness as his sides of eyes were all wrinkle only made Junsu move front and kissed his taller lover passionately. Soon as Junsu done claiming his lover’s lips, Junsu jumped down from Taecyeon’s hugged.
“Come on. Let’s get out of here.” Junsu said as he pulled Taecyeon’s hands and Taecyeon immediately put his hand around Junsu shoulder and Junsu putting his hand around Taecyeon’s waist as Taecyeon whispered,
“I love you.” Junsu smiled shyly before Taecyeon kissed his cheek and they went back home closing their bodies to each other, smiling all wide to each other as the morning sun brighten their morning rendezvous.
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They were kissing in a sloppy kisses as they walked through their apartment’s living room, throwing their bag else where and suddenly Junsu stopped,
“I miss our home.” Junsu looked to his lover’s shut eyes, “I miss our apartment.” Junsu smirked, and back kissing Taecyeon deeply as Taecyeon dragged them to their room. Taecyeon pushed Junsu to the bed and hovered above him as his lips was travel to the other’s collarbone, earned a moaned from the older boy. Junsu turned his head aside gave Taecyeon more room to leave mark, but then Junsu smirked, as one thing crossed his mind,
“Hmmmhh….Taec?” Junsu’s fingers running on Taecyeon’s dark lock as the taller’s licked on his jaw,
“Yes?”
“What kinda image of me you had when you jerked off, Taec?” Taecyeon silenced as he back up a little,
Taecyeon thinking for an answer, “Do you want to know?” Junsu nodded,
“Well, hmmmhhh...It would be like this.” Taecyeon harshly slid off Junsu's shirt and gasped as he saw his lover's difference in his body,
"Holy mother. Your abs, baby...Your abs." Taecyeon caressed Junsu's abdomen before his fingers slipped to Junsu's waist band and immediately pulling his pants including his boxer down. Taecyeon smirked seeing the hard on then his eyes looked front to his lover that still wearing the army hat. Junsu finally swung his pants over as he laid there naked,
"Should I open my boots?"
“No. No. I imagined you exactly like this. All naked only with your army hat and boots.”
Junsu smirked as he touched down his hardened cock,
“Junsu, dance for me.”
The older boy laughed as he pushed Taecyeon hard, “You kinky.” But he immediately turned around, make room in the bed and then he was on his knees and moved his hips. He shook his booty as Taecyeon mouth watery to the sight. Junsu smiled playfully and smacked his palm hand to his own globe, and then he turned before he laid his back to the bed, hold on to his elbow and widened his legs as he lifted his hips and moved it. Taecyeon smirked as he could feel the tightness over his pants,
“Junsu, I'm horny already.” Just as Taecyeon about to remove his clothes, Junsu stopped him.
“No. Wear that. Because I jerked off as I imagined you fucking me with those army looks.”
“It was hot, Junsu....”
“Please.” Junsu begged as he knew Taecyeon couldn’t stand it when he begged.
Junsu position himself as he was on his knees and his hands were holding on the headboard, showed taecyeon his butt hole that was dying to be filled the other's thick cock.
“Please. Please, Taecyeon. Fuck me with your clothes on.”
And Taecyeon did as he pushed his thick and humongous cock inside his lover's hole dry, and Junsu was all aching but soon changed to moan of pleasure as he pressed his hips back, to meet Taecyeon's thrust earned groan from the taller.
“Taecyeon. Fuck. Your cock...”
Taecyeon keep pounding and it was turning him on even more to the sight of Junsu white creamy back. Taecyeon’s hand found Junsu’s shoulder as he turned the other’s upper body around, and Junsu’s one hand still held on the headboard as he moaned. Taecyeon bent down, captured the other’s lips as he moved his hips fast and just then Junsu screamed through his mouth, panting as he was begging Taecyeon to move faster. Taecyeon couldn’t stand it, his skin wanted to feel Junsu’s wet skin and he stopped, pulling off his shirt and his wifebeater as he crush Junsu back with his chest and continued thrusting his cock. Junsu whimpered as he finally slick his hand to his cock, moving it up and down to his harden length, whispering Taecyeon’s name as he panted and moaned. Taecyeon groaned, pushing hard his cock inside as he filled Junsu’s whole with his cum and Junsu moaned, cumming to the bed and he rode Taecyeon’s orgasm as he moved his hips back. Taecyeon immediately stood up after he pulled off his half hard cock and shake up his cock, making it hard again. Just before Junsu could turn around, Taecyeon bent down again and shoved his cock back inside Junsu, Junsu yelled immediately at the sudden attack to his abuse hole,
“Shit. At least tell me if you want it more.” Taecyeon smirked before he whispered Junsu’s name and cumming again inside Junsu, filling him as his new white ribbon getting mixed up with his last ones. Taecyeon’s cock twitched as he unloaded his cum, and he pulled off slowly, staring at front to the view where his cum oozing down from Junsu’s hole to his back of thigh.
“Can-can we do it again, Taec?” Taecyeon laughed, watching his lover’s cuteness, though he was being all tired and hurted, but Junsu seemed couldn’t rid his own lust.
“Wait, Junsu. Let me take a deep breath.” Junsu pouted, “But you said no more quickies~” And Taecyeon could only smiled as he pulled Junsu to his arms,
“Give me ten minutes, and we could fuck the entire day.” Junsu smiled as kissed his lover’s chest, “I like that idea!!”
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“You really don’t want to come with me to Boston, Junsu?” Taecyeon said wearing his wife beater and his grey sweat pants that Junsu loved so much when Taecyeon wore that. Both of them were sat facing each other in their king size bed of Taecyeon’s apartment.
“And ruined your sister’s wedding? I better not, Taecyeon.” Taecyeon sighed as he massaged his scalp,
“Junsu…” Junsu silenced watching Taecyeon that stressed fully pulling his hair aside,
“Taec…” Junsu’s hands caressed on his lover’s arms, “Taec, just this one, let’s respect your sister’s wish. Please.”
“Junsu!! Don’t you get it?? This is the bazillion times I chose my family over you.” Junsu gave him the weak smiled, “You have no idea how scare I was every time I chose my family over you. You’ve no idea how afraid I am to imagine that when I get back, you will be gone.” Taecyeon held on Junsu’s hands, trying to grasp Junsu’s conscience, “Please, Junsu. Just this once, let me choose you. Let me, please. Please…”
“No.” Junsu pulled Taecyeon to his arms as he caressed his back and Taecyeon buried his face to Junsu’s chest, feeling it so comfort and heart warming as he could heard Junsu’s heart beat, “Taecyeon-ah, I know, I really know how your sister begging you to not bring me with you. I know.” Junsu said deeply, “And I know deep inside you, you love your sister so much that you even would do anything for her.” Taecyeon sighed as he slump his shoulder and tighten his arms around Junsu’s waist.
“Just go when I told you to go, Taec. Because there will be the time when I am not ever going to let you go.” Junsu smiled, “You too have no idea how insecure I am when you left me. You’ve no idea how afraid I am if one day your family could change your mind.” Taecyeon looked up to Junsu, and pecked his lips, “Trust me, Junsu.” And Junsu looked down, staring back to his lover, “Then trust me too, Taecyeon.” Both of them staring at each other and then smiled. But Taecyeon immediately put his head back to Junsu’s chest, “Wait for me then. I will definitely back.”
“And I definitely will be here when you back.”
Taecyeon continued, “I mean, we once separated for almost two years, and look at us, we grew stronger.”
“I know right?” Junsu answered as he massaged Taecyeon’s scalp, “It is now your sister’s big day, not ours.” Junsu laughed, “I mean, do you remember how many times we caught people’s attention more than the one who actually needed the attention?” Taecyeon laughed. This was exactly one of millions reasons that make Taecyeon head over heels with Junsu. Because his lover always see something from both the bad and the good side, but Taecyeon knew, when he was worried, Junsu would always spilled the good side to Taecyeon, making it twist, funny, refreshing, and having such a partner like Junsu for Taecyeon was once in a lifetime.
Taecyeon looked up to Junsu, “There will be our day soon, Junsu. Our time, our own moment when we don’t have to stole someone else’s moment.”
“Of course, Taec. Of course.” Junsu whispered as he bent down and pressed his forehead to Taecyeon’s and pecked his nose and Taecyeon closed his eyes slowly, inhaled Junsu’s scent as it slowly running through his nostrils before he moved and caught Junsu’s lips between his and earned moaned from the older boy.
In the next two days Junsu kissed Taecyeon in his lips as they separated in the airport.
“See you in the next two weeks.”
“I’ll be here. Call me.”
“I will.” Taecyeon turned around and waved his hands as Junsu sighed, watching Taecyeon’s back but seconds later Junsu’s eyes widen as Taecyeon turned around and pulled him for deep kiss, involving tongue and Junsu could only smiled to the kiss and Taecyeon marked his neck with his lips, Junsu chuckled.
“Taec, go. Or else you will miss your plane.” Junsu said and Taecyeon nodded before he pecked Junsu’s lips for the last time. Taecyeon stepped back and staring at his lover’s red lips and Taecyeon whined, still holding on Junsu’s hand tight.
“Su-ya~ come with me…..” Junsu smiled as he pushed Taecyeon.
“Go! You will miss your plane.” Taecyeon caressed Junsu face for the last time and immediately turn around, “Okay!! I will not turn around now!!” Taecyeon yelled as he stomped his feet and Junsu could only reply, “come back home soon~”
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Taecyeon was sat in his white chair as people were dancing over the music; his bow tie already off from his collar and his hand was holding a glass of whine. Taecyeon just sat there in silenced, he already sent his good night to Junsu as his lover probably already in the dreamland. Taecyeon sighed as he peeked to his glass of wine.
“Junsu, I miss youuuuuuuuuu~” he sighed then looked over the phone where Junsu’s picture as his wallpaper, minutes staring until it was off from his grip as he heard a giggle near him,
“What are you doing staring at your phone like that?” His sister with her white gown of hers sat beside Taecyeon with his brother’s phone in her hand, she laughed and soon her laughed fell when she saw his brother’s phone and whose picture he was staring at before. She sighed before Taecyeon snatched his phone from her hand.
She looked at her brother as Taecyeon cleared his throat and put his phone to his pocket,
“You know, I’ve been watching. This is my goddamn wedding but I saw you like you just come to a fucking funeral.” Taecyeon rolled his eyes,
“I mean, was that how you really feel?” Taecyeon gulped small amount of wine, “Or that long face happened because no Kim Junsu around?” Heard his lover’s name being said with that tone, Taecyeon eyes glared at his sister.
“Don’t glare at me like that, Ok Taecyeon. I’m your sister.” Taecyeon sighed before he turned his head aside, he knew exactly this wasn’t what Junsu wanted when it comes to him and his sister.
“I’m sorry.” Taecyeon said, if it wasn’t of Junsu, he wouldn’t ever apologized to his sister, because they were all like that since they were young, but Junsu always told him to behave well to his own sister. His sister sighed, “So you apologized and it is my first time to hear that words coming from your mouth.” She said as both of them turned in silenced and watched his sister’s husband dancing with Taecyeon’s granny and laughter was all around.
“Junsu….he changed me.” Taecyeon started, “He changed everything.”
“I know.” She continued, “As much as I hate him, I notice you changed a lot. The cocky bastard Taecyeon was no longer to be seen.”
“It was all the same, Anita. Just like when you see your husband, you couldn’t imagine your life without him. The fact that he changed you and accepted you with the entire flaws that you had, the fact that he care about you, love you sincerely, and his patience when he deal with you.” Taecyeon stopped then staring at his sister, “That was all the same feeling, Anita.”
“What I had toward Junsu was so enormous that the more you guys testing us with those entire bullshit the more we grew closer and stronger together.”
“We are both imperfect, Anita, but we complete each other. Its just like you and your husband, right?” Taecyeon’s sister tears slowly running from her eyes,
“I’m sorry I let you down. I am sorry, I do. But with the entire hates that me and Junsu received from others, the only person that I need to support me in this is you.” Taecyeon said clearly, staring at his sister closely,
“Oh God.” She wiped her tears, “Where is that bastard who used to act like an asshole and where that arrogant man is I used to know?” She said as she sobbed, Taecyeon could only smile.
“And by the way, you looked so beautiful today. Congrats, baby.” Taecyeon said before he pecked Anita’s forehead and walked he feet off from their seat.
“Why you didn’t bring Junsu with you?” Taecyeon smiled before he turned around,
“Well, Junsu said, this is your day.” Taecyeon said, “And oh, Junsu’s messaged for you, ‘Happy wedding, when freedom was left behind.’” Anita silenced but then cracked in laughter and wiped the tears in her cheeks as he saw his brother walked all alone among the guests.
“You really love him, oppa.”
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Taecyeon walked silently to his apartment, knowing his lover already fell asleep since he arrived late in the middle of the night, he told Junsu to not wait for him. He opened the front door slowly, looked to his and Junsu's room door after he locked the front door. Taecyeon sighed and throw his bag on the couch and immediately walked his feet to his room. Junsu was sleeping so sound, Taecyeon caressed Junsu’s head and kissed him in the cheek and seconds after Junsu stirred from his sleep, his eyes slowly opened and meet his lover’s back as he was slide his tee, prepared himself for a hot bath and walked outside the room to their bath room. Junsu wiped his eyes and slowly lifting himself up soon after Taecyeon closed the room door. He was happy though that Taecyeon finally home.
Taecyeon walked out from the bathroom and surprised seeing the lamp on their kitchen was on. He heard a kettle's sound and as he took a looked at it, Junsu was standing there, with his silky pants and Taecyeon's white lousy t shirt. Taecyeon didn't restraint himself as he half running to his boyfriend, hugged him from behind and lifted him off the ground. Earning grunted from Junsu. Junsu smiled and walked his fingers to the tall boy's hair,
"You home..." Taecyeon buried his face in Junsu's neck, inhaled his fave scent,
"I'm home..." He put Junsu down and kissed his neck,
"Enjoy your bath?" Junsu said before the kettle's sound and he poured the hot water to Taecyeon's glass,
"Yeah, being too long in the plane was a bit…" Junsu chuckled, gave Taecyeon his hot tea. Taecyeon received it with a smiled on his face as his other hand still gripped tight on Junsu's waist. Taecyeon was about to sip his drink,
"Slow down. It’s hot." Taecyeon nodded and sipped his drink slowly. Junsu was staring at his boyfriend, slowly putting his arms around the other's waist and laid his head on the other's chest. Junsu sighed but then smiling so content. Taecyeon patted and caressed Junsu's back with his free hand, as his other hand holding on the glass,
"Let's walk inside." Taecyeon said as he pulling Junsu and walked out of the kitchen before they turned off the lamp.
Junsu laid his body in Taec's huge king bed as the tall boy put the glass to the next table and stripped himself, changing to more comfortable outfit. Taecyeon put his ordinary rubber wrist watch. It was a habit now for Taecyeon to sleep with his wrist watch on since 2 years ago. With only his white wife beater and his boxer, Taec crawled in bed and got inside the blanket, pressing himself to the small boy as the small boy turned around, pressing his back against the other's chest.
Taecyeon's arm fitted perfectly to Junsu's waist as he hold the small boy closer and tighter, let out a low moaned as he inhaled Junsu's scent as his nose nuzzled to the other's hair. Junsu took Taecyeon's hand and hugged it to his chest, feeling no longer gap between his back and Taecyeon's chest. Both of them turned into silenced for awhile, enjoying each other's presence, slowly, and a smile crept in Junsu's lips. The tall boy knowing this and slowly lifted his head and stared his boyfriend,
"Why are you smiling?" Now Taecyeon putting his weight to Junsu, staring at him, slightly curious about what make his lover smiled. Junsu shrugged but keep smiling anyway,
"Yah..."
"Nothing..." Junsu said finally as Taecyeon kept poking, "It’s just..."
"What?"
"I'm happy." Now Taecyeon was the one who smiled so wide,
"Really? Is it because of me?" Taecyeon whispered as he then kissed and his lips pulled the other's ear then traveled to Junsu cheek. Junsu nodded.
"Everything is because of you. I didn't think anybody else except you."
"Oh really?" Now his hand slide to Junsu's abdomen, caressed it under the fabric, feeling it so hard, while his lips whispered to the other, "I'm now already became the biggest part of your life, yes?" Junsu slightly chuckled and running his fingers through Taecyeon's hair before his lover turned him over to his back,
"Tell me, what make you so happy? What did I miss in these two weeks?" Taecyeon rested on his elbow as his face were still inches from Junsu's. Junsu smiled before kissed him in lips,
"Nothing." He turned around again to his side, pulling Taec's hand so they are now back to the old position,
"Come here. Hug me tight." Junsu said before Taecyeon tighten his grip,
"Like this?"
"Tighter." The last action earned moaned from Junsu as the tall boy's smirked through Junsu's hair,
"You missed me that much."
"Yes. I miss you so much, Mr. Taecyeon."
"I miss you too, and now tell me, what's going on?" Junsu relieved another breath,
"Well, it was nothing. Nothing special happened. Its just couple of stuff that I keep thinking about and things happened."
"Oh come on. Tell me." Junsu smiled with the way Taecyeon pushing him to tell stories.
"Hmm....My ex girl friend…" Taecyeon widen his eyes, feeling slightly cautious,
"What about her?" Junsu giggled,
"Nothing, she had a birth and its baby boy." Junsu smiled so content, "I held him in my arms. He looked so vulnerable, so fragile, but strong, since he gripped my finger tight with his little hand." Junsu looked at Taecyeon, feeling somewhat proud telling this story to Taecyeon, "And and he smiled at me. So cute."
Taecyeon just silenced, staring at Junsu smiling, giggling by telling him story about the baby.
"Junsu..."
"Hmmm?"
"You wanna have a baby?" Junsu eyes blinked staring at Taecyeon, he was caught off guard but then slowly, Junsu nodded,
"I wish I had womb. So I can have your baby." Taecyeon caressed Junsu's face and move himself closer then captured the other's lips in his. The kiss was slow, more to appreciation, and slowly, Taecyeon's lips traveled to Junsu abdomen, lifted his tee a little and kissed his lover hard abdomen hungrily. Junsu looked aside and moaned, gripping Taecyeon's dark locks. Then suddenly, Taecyeon looked up,
"You want a baby here, Junsu? My baby?" Taecyeon's hand caressed the small boy's abdomen and Junsu nodded as he looked down,
"I'm sorry." Taecyeon apologized, "I could give you anything if you want to. But this is beyond my reach, I can't." Taecyeon kissed Junsu's stomach again, right above his waist line, "I guess this is one of many reasons why God forbid gay relationship. He didn't want us to be unhappy if we want a baby."
Junsu immediately pulled Taecyeon up and kissed his lover hungrily, Junsu grabbed Taecyeon's neck as the tall boy slipped his tongue inside. It was a long deep kissed, with Junsu breathless after it. He pressed his forehead to Taecyeon's,
"I don't want to have a baby. I just want you. I just want you." Taecyeon smirked and his lips found Junsu's again.
"Okay, this is definitely not a thing that can make you happy. So, what makes you so happy?" Taecyeon asked, still above Junsu,
"You wanna know?" Taecyeon nodded,
"Really? Well, I'm afraid I'm going to said it not in a good time. I'm afraid it will ruin your mood. I'm..."
"Just tell me."
"Really?"
"Hey, I'm your man, Junsu. You can tell me everything y..."
"Marry me, Ok Taecyeon." Taecyeon hanged his mouth wide open as he looked down to his lover, his eyes blinked as Junsu running his palm of hand to his side of cheeks.
“I’ve been thinking in this last two weeks without you, that I need you so much in my life, and I don’t care anymore about anything else, I don’t care about our parents, or people or anything. Lets just get married, Taec. Please.” Junsu whispered as he put his hands together and pleaded to his lover that still dumbfounded.
“Taec…” Junsu called again as Taecyeon finally smiling wide, and he immediately got off from bed with Junsu staring confused at him, Taecyeon walked outside, to his abandoned bag in the living room,
“Taaeecccc~” Junsu called just in time Taecyeon walked back to his room with a small black box in his hands, Taecyeon then immediately straddle Junsu as he opened the small box in front of Junsu’s eyes. Junsu gasped as he finally sat in the bed, his eyes looked to the black box then moving to his lover’s eyes,
“Taecyeon…I…I…”
“You know, great mind do think a lot.” Taecyeon laughed while Junsu held on the small box, staring at the two similar white gold rings,
“I do, thinking about proposing you, Kim Junsu.”
“Taecyeon…I…I…I don’t…” Junsu moved front and captured the younger’s lips as he smiled, Taecyeon then pressing his forehead to the smaller one, as he pulled out the ring, and slide it to Junsu’s ring finger,
“I do. I do. I do want marry you. I do. I do.” Taecyeon said before Junsu hurriedly slipped ring to Taecyeon’s ring finger and he smiled as wide as they were kissed, finally, the time they had for their own was appear, where they didn’t have to use someone else’s.
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They were sitting at their dining table with lots of wedding cake catalogue and others wedding magazine. Taecyeon hummed as he looked over the magazine, he was a bit confused though since both of them were male, and they couldn’t figure out whether to have a masculine wedding at their favorite pub or having it like a straight couple usually had. Taecyeon looked front to his fiancée as Junsu was making a guest list and couple of other lists. Taecyeon raised his eyebrows when Junsu sighed,
“What is it?”
“Hmmm….” Junsu thought for a minute then looked at Taecyeon,
“How about our parents? Should we send them the invitation?” Taecyeon blinked but then he looked down to his magazine where he placed it in his thigh. Junsu just stared, knowing his lover was actually thinking for an answer. Junsu smiled as he watched Taecyeon, and remembered how Taecyeon willing to take part for the wedding’s preparation, where the usual guy he knew from his straight friends would just sat and shrugged to their fiancée decision, like it wasn’t his own wedding.
But Taecyeon, he was trying so hard to involve to every decision they’ve made no matter how busy he was.
“Junsu, this is our wedding. I’m not going to let you deal with it all by yourself.” Taecyeon said before he kissed his fiancée in his lips and started to pull his lover to the Armani store for their wedding suit.
Junsu smiled as he remembered that scene and just then Taecyeon finally looked up and stared at Junsu as Junsu waiting,
“Yes?” Junsu said, and Taecyeon sighed,
“Well, I mean. They are our family, right?”
“Yes.”
“Well, then…” Taecyeon sighed, “They probably wouldn’t come, you think?”
“Probably.”
Both of them silenced, like it was the biggest decision they’ve ever made for their wedding preparation,
“Let’s just invite them.” Taecyeon finally said, “I mean, let them know that we are going to get married.” Junsu smiled before he walked to Taecyeon’s seat and sat on the other’s thighs as he lingered his hands around the taller’s neck. Taecyeon knitted his eyebrows as he confused why his lover didn’t write their families name on the lists. Junsu only smiled, as Taecyeon move front and grabbed the lists and he immediately grinned, their families name already at the top of list. Taecyeon threw the list else where and captured his fiancée lips. Their kiss was heated as Taecyeon’s hands already roaming against Junsu’s body but then stopped when they heard somebody ring on their door.
“Aww shit.” Taecyeon breathed out before Junsu pecked him in the neck and got off, walked his feet to the front door. Junsu didn’t think twice as he immediately open the door, and his mouth gaped at it as he watch the view in front of him.
“Taec?” Junsu called before Taecyeon approached his fiancée,
“What?” Taecyeon said as he looked front,
“Holy mother.”
There outside their front door standing both Junsu and Taecyeon parents along with their brothers and sisters.
“So…” Anita started, “I heard there will be your wedding soon. Need help?” Taecyeon’s sister smiling all wide as both Junsu and Taecyeon mouth hang wide open.
Taecyeon looked front and his eyes met his father’s eyes, “Well, not bad for an apartment.” He said smiled as Junsu couldn’t stand but hugged his mother who surprisingly already familiar with Taecyeon’s mother.
“Can we at least get inside?” Junsu’s brother said as he walked inside through the people and all of them started to follow as Taecyeon and Junsu could only stare confused at them and then Taecyeon’s hand gripped on Anita’s elbow.
“What happened?” he whispered as his other hand held on Junsu’s, transferring his anxiety to his lover, and Anita could only smiled,
“Let’s say I change their mind.”
“Including my parents?” Junsu asked as he watched his and Taecyeon’s mom talk to each other casually, and Anita nodded.
“Anita..I…” Taecyeon stopped, “I…I don’t know what you’ve been doing, but, is it really okay?”
“I…I…I mean, they were against it 5 months ago and now all of sudden they changed their mind? I mean, are they on a high or something?” Taecyeon said disbelief and Junsu’s gripped tighten.
“Taec. You deserve happiness, so does Junsu. So, I’m just doing my best, as a sister. Well, actually, you don’t really want to know what I just did…”
“Oh God, what have you done?” Taecyeon asked again and Anita laughed,
“Yeah. Something extreme~”
“Anita!” She smiled, “No. I just did what I have to do as a sister. That’s it.”
Taecyeon couldn’t help but hugged his baby sister and her other was reaching out to hug Junsu that Junsu willingly hugged her back.
“It will be awkward at first, but we all trying here. Me, mom and dad, others, you two, we all trying.” Her palm hands stroke to both Junsu and Taecyeon’s back, “Just don’t give up.” She said smiling as she let them go and walked to the couch.
Junsu and Taecyeon was just stood there in silenced then they looked at each other,
“Taecyeon, is this a dream?” Taecyeon pinched Junsu’s cheek as Junsu winced and Taecyeon grinned at the cuteness,
“It wasn’t a dream.” Taecyeon whispered before both of them looked front to their families, and Junsu linked his finger to Taecyeon, and pulled it a little, catching Taecyeon’s attention.
“Taec, do you remember when I said there will be the time when I’m not going to let you go?” Taecyeon nodded, “Guess what, that time is now. I will never ever let you go or let you slipped off from my grasp.” Junsu said tighten his grip, as Taecyeon gave him his toothy smiled,
“Good. Don’t ever let me go, Kim Junsu. Don’t you ever dare.” Taecyeon said before he leaned over and pressing his lips to his fiancée,
“I love you too.” Taecyeon whispered as they made their way toward their families, though it was a bit awkward at first, but with the strong gripped of Taecyeon that Junsu had in his hand and Junsu’s warmness that warmth soothing to the taller boy’s body, they knew they would be alright because they had each other.