Jul 24, 2006 16:15
Pacs: I think that
Pacs: to find my purpose,
Pacs: I have to stop running away from myself.
Pacs: I'll try to get that old self back..
Pacs: in terms of humanity.
Pacs: If that helps
Pacs: then good.
Pacs: I d'no yet, but
Pacs: it's a choice now.
Pacs: The choice to
Pacs: keep it away
Pacs: or to try to hone it again.
Nicole Tan: hone what?
Pacs: The "mind" i've lost.
Pacs: If ever,
Pacs: it's my true self that would
Pacs: find whatever my life's meaning is.
Pacs: Not the shell of myself
Pacs: that runs away from who I really am.
Nicole Tan: thats a great realization
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS NOW BUT I DID AT THE TIME, SO IT PROBABLY HAD SOME ULTERIOR
PURPOSE. :O