THE GIRL BEHIND THE MASK.
I CRIED AND I AM STILL CRYING WHILE TYPING THIS.
TBH I WANT TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING, I WANT STOP MY LIFE ALREADY.
I HAVE PROBLEMS BOTH IN MY FAMILY AND MY SCHOOL.
I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO TALK TO ASIDE FROM JESUS.
I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER MAMA BC SHE HAS HEALTH PROBLEMS RN.
TODAY I TALKED TO JESUS.
I TOLD HIM WHAT I AM FEELING RN.
THERE'S THIS WEIGHT INSIDE MY CHEST.
I TOLD HIM IF ONLY I HAD SIBLINGS, I WOULD HAVE HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
NO ONE ELSE WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL RN.
I KEEP ON SIGHING.
WHY LORD? WHY?
MY HEAD IS SPINNING, PROBABLY BC I'M ALREADY SLEEPY.
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME...
I LIKE CRYING BY MYSELF.
I HAVE NEVER CRIED IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS EVER SINCE I STARTED COLLEGE.
ALTHOUGH I HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS, I DON'T SHOW IT THROUGH MY FACIAL EXPRESSION.
I WOULD JUST KEEP MY BRIGHT SIDE AND I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THE QUOTE,
"THE SADDEST PEOPLE SMILE THE BRIGHTEST".
BECAUSE THEY KNOW ME AS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS CAREFREE.
THEY KNOW ME AS A HAPPY PERSON.
THEY KNOW ME AS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO LAUGHS OUT PROBLEMS.
IN REALITY, I'M AN EMOTIONAL PERSON BUT DECIDED TO ACT STRONG.
STOPPING THE TEARS BEFORE IT WILL FALL SO THAT NO ONE CAN SEE IT.
THE GIRL BEHIND THE MASK.
PS: THIS IS NOT A SUICIDE NOTE. LOL
THERE'S A RAINBOW ALWAYS AFTER A STORM.
(IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 'RAIN' BUT MY PROBLEMS HAD HIT ME SO HARD THAT A STORM IS THE BEST DESCRIPTION)
BRB I'M GONNA STUDY FOR CLOUD COMPUTING. SHORT QUIZ TOMORROW.
TBH I WANT TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING, I WANT STOP MY LIFE ALREADY.
I HAVE PROBLEMS BOTH IN MY FAMILY AND MY SCHOOL.
I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO TALK TO ASIDE FROM JESUS.
I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER MAMA BC SHE HAS HEALTH PROBLEMS RN.
TODAY I TALKED TO JESUS.
I TOLD HIM WHAT I AM FEELING RN.
THERE'S THIS WEIGHT INSIDE MY CHEST.
I TOLD HIM IF ONLY I HAD SIBLINGS, I WOULD HAVE HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
NO ONE ELSE WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL RN.
I KEEP ON SIGHING.
WHY LORD? WHY?
MY HEAD IS SPINNING, PROBABLY BC I'M ALREADY SLEEPY.
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME...
I LIKE CRYING BY MYSELF.
I HAVE NEVER CRIED IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS EVER SINCE I STARTED COLLEGE.
ALTHOUGH I HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS, I DON'T SHOW IT THROUGH MY FACIAL EXPRESSION.
I WOULD JUST KEEP MY BRIGHT SIDE AND I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THE QUOTE,
"THE SADDEST PEOPLE SMILE THE BRIGHTEST".
BECAUSE THEY KNOW ME AS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS CAREFREE.
THEY KNOW ME AS A HAPPY PERSON.
THEY KNOW ME AS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO LAUGHS OUT PROBLEMS.
IN REALITY, I'M AN EMOTIONAL PERSON BUT DECIDED TO ACT STRONG.
STOPPING THE TEARS BEFORE IT WILL FALL SO THAT NO ONE CAN SEE IT.
THE GIRL BEHIND THE MASK.
PS: THIS IS NOT A SUICIDE NOTE. LOL
THERE'S A RAINBOW ALWAYS AFTER A STORM.
(IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 'RAIN' BUT MY PROBLEMS HAD HIT ME SO HARD THAT A STORM IS THE BEST DESCRIPTION)
BRB I'M GONNA STUDY FOR CLOUD COMPUTING. SHORT QUIZ TOMORROW.