Sep 30, 2004 21:56
I just felt you all needed to hear that from sombody that really cares with all of his heart< i just got some or the saddest news person can get, one of my longest and best friends really hates me and most likly never wants to talk to me again, i am so sad right now there are no words for the depht of my sorrow, i am going to the beach later to cry in the ocean, in the hopes it will wash away my sorrow and carry it to japan where it will turn to happieness, on another note i have been rejected now 14 times in 1 day for a job, will this slump never end*cries*,. well 1 good thing is going on ano..2 *ashton*, but my new web site is set to launch and hopefully i will me macking a ton of cash, it will be a cosply outfit site, i will be designing out fits for people and selling them, plus google will be paying me to advertize for them so that is definite income, please all who read this dont dispare, and dont lose hope in life it will allways get better it just takes longer for some. well till next time i see you all, i love you with all of my heart and allways will, ja matta ne, and itoshigaru it means to love and to cherish