wow yet i still dont update
well guys i will get the hang of this one of these days,well guys, seems my life is in a little upswing, i have a job and i am making money, i still have no rent but i do put out money for the food and little extras, i am still living in El Sobrante cali and seeing as i have work now i dont think i will be leaving anytime soon, some of my old friends refuse to send me my clothing and stuff from down south, so i am a little pissed about that but i guess i just need to chalk it up to a loss and start over. I am really thinking of calling my mom on thanksgiving, for asmuch as i really want to hate her and my whole familly i just cant seem to move on and leave them out of it, nomatter how diserving. I think i will send her a little cash form my job each month, not alot, only like 50~100$ a month. i want to save cash to get back in school but per anytime i get cash i think of what i need and then what i want and cash just goes *poof*. I am also playing Ragnarok Online again, on a free server, ine my free time but i work like 40 hours a week so its not much. I just met one of the most awsome people ever, her name is Chasey and she really makes me feel good about myself and makes me want to do the same for her, she has never been truly loved and i really want to give that to her, but as you all know all i really know how to do is love people even if i do endup being hurt and tossed aside, but i will still plug on and fight the good fight, i am not done yet i will win this game called Life one day, to all of you that still read this you know i love you allways,Till our paths cross again odaijini(wow it has been a while sence i have used that X3)