May 23, 2004 22:38
It will be mine and Natalies 5 month tomorrow :) I hadn't noticed till just now.. so yay. Doubt i'll be able to see her though which is a shame.
I can't really remember what i've been up to prior to this week, to be a sad helplessly in love (annoying) person i can only memorize seeing Natalie on Monday, Tuesday then this weekend! I suprised her on Monday, as i usually see her Tuesdays instead. I thought it was time i did something spontanious..i like being like that. It also seems cool when you describe yourself as "spontanious". Yeah! Anyway, i tricked her pretty damn good..told her to go outside to search for my wallet which i pretended i'd lost and instead she found me..well eventually. She was too blind to notice *grins*
We were in Brighton on Saturday, missing the FA CUP final with MY team (if thats not commitment i dont know what is:) but we had fun..even talking about sex which has been kind of taboo (like that word) up until around now. I cant really pick out bits of the day..we just sat around. Often the case. That kind of devalues the day but i enjoyed it! The truth is, as cheesy as it sounds, if shes there thats all that matters..
Other than that, i have a new computer at home so will update this more often i hope. Am busily downloading music now. Its quite late, for me..ill go and wait to call you know who.